Ben discusses living with stage IV colorectal cancer, noting fluctuating wellbeing and chemotherapy side effects including pain, nausea, fatigue, itchy skin, brittle nails, and poor appetite. He mentions infusion logistics, new pains and temperature swings, as well as anxiety about his PET scan. He observes minor changes in tumor and thyroid SUV values and plans to review these with his oncologist. Ben recommends Colontown for peer support and acknowledges recent losses in his community. 00:00 Welcome and Gratitude 00:46 Up and Down Health 02:02 Too Much to Say 03:31 Humor and Sports Talk 06:14 Time Travel Thoughts 08:21 Facing Death and Grief 09:34 Chemo Routine Update 12:33 PET Scan Anxiety 14:23 Mystery Pains and Symptoms 18:45 Planning Life Anyway 22:27 Travel Dreams and Politics 26:04 Reading PET Results Early 29:16 Wrap Up and Colontown 29:31 Final Reflections on Loss Visit Colontown! https://colontown.org Join the Conversation! If you or someone you know is living with cancer, share your experiences and thoughts in the comments! Check Out Ben’s Substack: https://substack.com/@benplumley1 Subscribe & Stay Updated: Listen on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or your favorite podcast platform. Watch on YouTube & subscribe for more in-depth global health.