REZ CHURCH Podcast

You've had the conversation with yourself. Made the commitment. Maybe more than once. And somewhere between deciding to change and actually changing, something keeps slipping. It's not a motivation problem. It's not a discipline problem. There's something running underneath all of it that no amount of trying harder has been able to touch. And until you see what it actually is, the cycle just keeps going.(0:00) The guy who believed one thing and lived another(1:30) Who do you think you are(3:00) Identity distortion, we all start here(4:30) Born spiritually blind to your original design(6:00) Quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to anger(7:30) Most anger is just identity protection(9:00) Stop the emotional vomit, give it to God(10:30) The check engine light is always on(12:00) Looking in the mirror and forgetting what you saw(13:30) Every time you hear and don't act, you train yourself to ignore it(15:00) Hearing changed nothing, even for people who heard Jesus in person(16:30) Identity deception, pretending to be something you're not(18:00) The transformation cycle explained(19:30) A real view of God leads to a real view of yourself(21:00) Each step of obedience shows you God is better than you thought(22:30) The pastor who said you're almost out of stories(24:00) God didn't stop working, you stopped paying attention(26:00) Don't start your funeral yet(27:30) Treat the Holy Spirit as a friend not a foe(29:00) Ask God where he's at work today, then move(31:00) You can't live out what you wrote down either(33:00) Gospel identity grows with gospel activity

You've chased the thing. Maybe you got it. And somewhere on the other side of getting it, there was still that same quiet emptiness waiting for you. Not a crisis. Just this low-grade feeling that something is still missing no matter what you add to your life. The problem was never what you had. It was what was driving the want.(0:00) The man who had everything and ended up on skid row(1:30) A five-year-old's misspelled Facebook message(3:00) Our hearts are restless until they rest(4:15) God's gifts don't change what you have, they change what you want(6:00) The Father of lights who never shifts or changes(7:30) The same God who was good then is good right now(9:00) The word of truth as the instrument(10:30) The inverse of sin's progression(12:00) What it means to be called first fruits(13:45) Megamind gets everything he wanted and feels nothing(15:30) What are you filling the void with(17:00) The God-shaped hole nothing else can fill(18:30) Trying to change the inside from the outside(20:00) Jesus was the rock at the bottom(22:00) Nine years sober and how it actually happened(24:00) The amends call and what his ex-wife said(26:00) Even me, is it for even me(28:00) Receive it, rest in it, root yourself in it(30:00) He knows you by name

You've tried to stop. You've made the promise, reset the streak, had the conversation with yourself a hundred times. And then the same thing shows up again and you're right back where you started. It's not because you're weak. It's because you don't know where the cycle actually starts. This message maps out exactly how the trap works, where it begins, where it goes, and where the exit is that most people never find because they're looking for it too late.(0:00) The student who set him up and then lied about it(1:30) The most dangerous setup is the one you run on yourself(3:00) The crown waiting for the person who gets back up(4:30) A custody battle, a warrant, and wanting to give up(6:00) God is not the source of your temptation(7:30) One finger at God, one finger at Eve(9:00) Satan can use the same situation God uses(10:30) The court employee who said all the time(12:00) Three people in this room right now(13:30) The new believer in a quiet shame spiral(15:00) If you could change yourself you would have done it already(16:30) I'm the problem. Say it out loud.(18:00) James hands you a map(19:30) Desire, the start of the cycle(21:00) You are never tempted by something you didn't already want(22:30) Enticement, the trap you built yourself(24:00) The door you keep leaving open on purpose(25:30) Conception, when your mind starts lying to you(27:00) Six years sober and then one justification(28:30) Birth and death, the cycle all the way through(30:00) Eve didn't fall in one move(31:30) The pastor who stopped fighting after 40 years(33:00) The fall happened six months before anyone found out(34:30) The only thing standing between you and that is community(36:00) A fat fish takes no bait(37:30) Name your desire, identify the pattern, find the exit first(39:00) God won't heal what you won't reveal(40:30) Two pit bulls and which one you're feeding(42:00) The old cycle doesn't have to run your life anymore

You've turned it over a hundred times. You've weighed the options, talked to people, done the research, and you're still in the same place. Not because you're not smart enough. Not because you haven't tried hard enough. There's a kind of clarity that doesn't come from more thinking. It comes from somewhere else entirely. And it's more available than you think.#Wisdom #DecisionMaking #Overthinking #StuckInYourHead #Clarity #FindingAnswers #PersonalGrowth #YouDontHaveToDoItAlone #RezChurch #ResurrectionChurch(0:00) Eisenhower and the 36 hour window(1:45) Making the call with incomplete information(3:15) Wisdom is more than having the right facts(4:30) Knowledge is knowing a tomato is a fruit(6:00) Born without the ability to see like God sees(7:30) Three tests of biblical wisdom(9:00) Why common sense isn't enough(10:30) The Greek word that means knowing how to live rightly(12:00) Christ as the wisdom of God(14:15) Seeing like God leads to living like Jesus(16:00) If any of you lacks wisdom, ask God(17:30) Why we spend more time thinking than asking(19:00) Ask him out loud, in writing, in a group(20:30) Three parts to asking without doubt(22:00) Seeking God like he is oxygen(24:15) Insomnia, Psalm 42, and the top rung of the ladder(26:00) When you want wisdom as badly as you wanted air(27:30) Being sensitive to where God is already moving(29:00) The man on the roof waving off three rescues(31:15) Let God start the conversation(33:00) Swapping your priorities when God moves(34:30) How REZMANIA changed his vacation plans(36:00) Wisdom is a person, not a resourceRESURRECTION CHURCH is a community in Bakersfield, California for people who are done pretending, skeptical of religion, or just trying to figure out if any of this is real. Not a sanitized, easy religion. A chance to enter into a real, messy, and transformative relationship with Christ in a place where everyone is known.https://resurrect.church/linktree

You're in the middle of something hard. Maybe it's been going on long enough that you've stopped looking for a reason and started just trying to survive it. The exhaustion is real. The weight of it is real. And somewhere underneath all of it is a quiet question you haven't been able to shake, is any of this actually worth it. It is. And not in a vague, things happen for a reason kind of way. In a specific, this is doing something in you that nothing else could kind of way.(0:00) No mulligan on a one service Sunday(1:30) Walking out of the boss's office with a teacher improvement plan(3:00) Something doesn't have to make sense to be true(4:30) The one string you actually control(6:00) Trouble finds you, you don't find it(7:45) Paul and Silas singing in stocks at midnight(9:30) Edison watching his factory burn(11:00) Choose the attitude before you feel it(12:30) Keep knowing, not just knowing once(14:00) Not all things are good but all things work(15:45) The summer he worked his tail off(17:30) What the refining fire is actually doing(19:00) When the metalsmith sees his reflection(20:45) Light and momentary, why Paul could say that(22:30) The bonsai tree versus the white oak(24:15) Ships that bounced cannonballs off their hull(26:00) The image that got defaced but not erased(27:45) We know that when he appears we will be like him(29:30) God gives us more than we can handle so we handle it with him(31:00) What do you want me to learn from this