<p>What happens when early trauma, adoption, religion, and abusive relationships collide with a spiritual awakening that cannot be ignored?</p><p><br></p><p>In this deeply human and unfiltered Part 1 conversation, Trina shares her life story — not as a spiritual teacher, but as someone who lived through profound loss, shame, and identity confusion, and slowly awakened from the inside out.</p><p><br></p><p>We talk about growing up adopted and feeling “different,” the painful decision to give a child up for adoption, and the long road toward forgiveness and reconnection with her birth mother. Trina opens up about religious conditioning, the dark night of the soul, and how chasing external success and approval led her further away from herself.</p><p><br></p><p>As the conversation unfolds, we explore her kundalini awakening — not as an abstract spiritual concept, but as a lived, embodied experience. She describes physical symptoms, intuitive abilities opening naturally, and learning to listen to the body as a source of truth.</p><p><br></p><p>This episode is not about perfection, enlightenment, or having answers.</p><p>It’s about remembering who you are, redefining abundance as peace, and learning to love yourself after years of survival.</p><p><br></p><p>This episode is for you if you:</p><p><br></p><p>Feel there is more to life than what you were taught</p><p>Have experienced adoption, trauma, or deep identity shifts</p><p>Are going through a spiritual awakening or dark night of the soul</p><p>Are redefining success, faith, and what abundance truly means</p><p><br></p><p>Part 1 lays the foundation — the story, the wounds, and the awakening.</p><p>Part 2 continues deeper into integration, embodiment, and living from truth.</p><p><br></p><p>Listen on:</p><p>Spotify · Apple Podcasts · Amazon Music · YouTube</p><p><br></p><p>Connect with the show:</p><p>YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@oschirach</p><p><br></p><p>Instagram: www.instagram.com/oschirach</p><p><br></p><p>Chapters</p><p>00:00 Welcome &amp; The Intention Behind This Conversation</p><p>05:52 Growing Up Adopted &amp; Feeling Different</p><p>11:44 Giving a Child Up for Adoption</p><p>21:42 Trauma, Shame &amp; Survival Patterns</p><p>39:06 Religion, Faith &amp; Spiritual Conditioning</p><p>52:40 Losing Faith &amp; The Dark Night of the Soul</p><p>01:05:20 Abuse, Identity Loss &amp; Chasing External Success</p><p>01:17:30 Kundalini Awakening &amp; Physical Spiritual Symptoms</p><p>01:42:10 Spiritual Gifts, Intuition &amp; Embodied Awakening</p><p>01:55:30 Redefining Abundance, Purpose &amp; Self-Love</p>