r/ steriods Depression & Steriods Two years ago I was really fit, dare I say jacked & shredded and I've been natty my whole life (my family is Polynesian so I have great genetics for this sort of thing), but for the last year or so I've been suffering from clinical depression. I'm in my early twenties, but within the year I managed to end a long time relationship with my girl, lose my sales job, and just spiral out of control. It feels like I walk around with a weighted blanket all day and I came to the conclusion it's probably a drop in my **testosterone**. I think this because when I was a **gym rat** I felt like a million bucks and was super confident. My question is, has anyone taken steroids and seen a boost in their mental side? Like in terms of confidence and energy? I have been looking online and think I want to do an 8-week cycle of Test Cyp with Clomid at the end to regulate everything. Any advice would be awesome, thanks. I added a photo of what I used to look like about a year ago, I'm hoping that by taking the test I can get that fit and confident again.