Updated W/ Upasana

I can't remember feeling little, and I'm in desperate need of a label, a definition beyond my name, the years I've lived or gender. a discussion- with whoever I was in the moment- about the not knowing how to exist without observing the fact that I do. And obsessing over it, my own existence- call it narcissism, call it pathetic, call it sleep deprivation. ▪︎follow me on Instagram @updatedwupasana , @ghostofwillow , cover art by Pragati BS Instagram- @pragatibs_

I left everything I knew, it's not as aesthetic as running off to Europe in your 20s and the beautiful Instagram reels that come along- it's pretty magnificent though, to see myself outside everything I thought defined me, but also quite lonely. Here is my renaissance- summarised. I will talk to you more often now (or not, you never know). ▪︎ follow me on Instagram @updatedwupasana , @ghostofwillow , cover art by Pragati BS Instagram- @pragatibs_

A recap of 2022 and a start to 2023! ▪︎https://www.savethechildren.org/us/what-we-do/emergency-response/refugee-children-crisis/ukrainian-refugees ▪︎ follow me on Instagram @updatedwupasana , @upasanaraghu_ , cover art by Pragati BS Instagram- @pragatibs_

talking about my recent struggle with none other than this temple that's withering through life, my body. TW: talking about body image issues and disordered eating (in brief), and loads of tears shed (cringe but needed to keep it raw and real) ▪︎follow me on Instagram @updatedwupasana , @upasanaraghu_ , cover art by Pragati BS Instagram- @pragatibs_

Another rant to remember: talking about my happy place- the train station, social media addiction, depression and hygiene, children and philosophy, AND A SPECIAL MESSAGE FOR DA BDAY GWORL MINOOOOO ▪︎listen to Slow Down by Laufey- https://open.spotify.com/track/4KLZOU5V5XuEkvytSgyW6u?si=Bqqz2GOSRG6JUD_HsrXA7Q&utm_source=copy-link , ▪︎follow me on Instagram @updatedwupasana , @upasanaraghu_ , cover art by Pragati BS