The Truth might cost you the Room.

Jill Alanna

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Your people love ALL of you. Come back to yourself and watch everything else align. Jill Alanna Nixon, Master Manifestation Expert, Mentor and Somatic Healer. This podcast is for the woman who already knows the truth. She's just been waiting for a place where saying it out loud is safe. We go soul-deep here. No tips, no matrix thinking, no performance. Just the real conversation about what it actually takes to live in your truth when the world keeps asking you to make yourself smaller. If living in the truth has already cost you something, you're exactly who this is for. New episodes at jillalannainternational.com

Recent Episodes

OCT 17, 2026
The cost of choosing yourself
What if losing people, relationships, and opportunities isn't a sign that you're on the wrong path but a sign that you're finally choosing yourself?In this episode, Jill shares a deeply personal reflection on her journey of purification, surrender, and returning to the truth of her soul. From walking away from relationships and friendships that no longer aligned with her values to experiencing God's presence while dancing in the pouring rain, she explores what it truly means to stop abandoning yourself just to belong.**In this episode, we explore:**✨ Why soul pain can be a signal that you're living out of alignment with your truth✨ The courage it takes to release relationships, friendships, and opportunities that no longer serve your soul✨ How people-pleasing and the fear of being alone can cause you to abandon your authentic self✨ Why learning to sit in silence, face your shadows, and process your emotions is essential to your soul path✨ What it means to surrender to God and trust the things being removed from your life✨ How choosing authenticity can challenge old identities, communities, and systems that expect you to stay small✨ The difference between fitting in and experiencing true belonging where you no longer have to shrink, perform, or pretend to be accepted✨ Why your soul's desires may look very different from what society has programmed you to wantChoosing yourself isn't always comfortable. Sometimes, it means grieving the life, relationships, and identity you once believed you needed. But as Jill shares, the freedom that comes from living in alignment with your soul is something no relationship, accomplishment, or amount of money can replace.The people who are meant to walk alongside you won't require you to abandon who you are to belong.**Ready to reconnect with your soul's truth?**Explore **Women Weaving Wealth**, a space for women who are ready to clear the fears, patterns, and internal barriers that keep them from embodying their authentic selves and creating a life aligned with their deepest desires.🔗 Explore Women Weaving Wealth: https://asipeakperformance.com/women-weaving-wealth?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio&fbclid=PAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAcGRvZgJzcnRjBmFwcF9pZA85MzY2MTk3NDMzOTI0NTkAAaeRyL_rxSGyfEYP6KL5abkA2YOiNuWWrB9TTPA5JeIoyjeeCo8NC5mttyGGfg_aem_Pp6vFzPAJ-VAQfndUmVipwIf this transmission resonates with you, share it with someone who is learning to choose themselves, too.#SoulSovereignty #SpiritualAwakening #AuthenticLiving #PeoplePleasingRecovery #WomenWeavingWealth #InnerHealing #DivineAlignment
37 MIN
OCT 2, 2026
Extraction vs. Devotion: how Patriarchy Taught us to Mistake Control for Love
In this episode, I sit down with my friend Kareem, a men’s coach, for a conversation about extraction vs. devotion — and the ways cultural conditioning can teach us to mistake control for love. Women Weaving Wealth: https://asipeakperformance.com/women-weaving-wealth?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio As a Soul Manifestation + Somatic Alchemy facilitator, my work explores the subconscious, nervous system, embodiment, and the deeper patterns shaping how we relate. Kareem brings the masculine perspective through his work with men. Together, we explore the dynamics between masculine and feminine energy, how unhealed wounds can show up as control, performance, possession, or self-abandonment, and what it looks like to move toward relationships rooted in sovereignty, integrity, safety, devotion, and genuine love. We dive into the difference between protection and control, the nervous system patterns we bring into intimacy, how patriarchal conditioning can affect both men and women, and what becomes possible when we stop relating from our wounds and start creating connection from wholeness. This is a nuanced conversation about questioning what we’ve inherited, reclaiming our own discernment, and creating a healthier relationship with ourselves — and each other. Connect with us: Follow Jill for Soul Manifestation, Somatic Alchemy + deeper conversations on sovereignty, relationships and personal transformation. IG: Jillalannanixon & Jillalannainternational Website: www.jillalannainternational.com Women Weaving Wealth: https://asipeakperformance.com/women-weaving-wealth?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio Follow Kareem for men’s coaching, masculine development + conversations supporting men in creating healthier relationships with themselves and others. IG: @kareem_khalifeh Website: https://www.kareemkhalifeh.com/?utm_content=link_in_bio&utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social #ExtractionVsDevotion #MasculineAndFeminine #HealthyMasculinity #SomaticHealing #SomaticAlchemy #SoulManifestation #ConsciousRelationships #RelationshipHealing #MasculineHealing #FeminineHealing #NervousSystemHealing #RelationshipDynamics #Patriarchy #Devotion #Sovereignty #InnerHealing #PersonalDevelopment #SelfAwareness #Embodiment #TheTruthMightCostYouTheRoom
123 MIN
SEP 22, 2026
When your SOUL Leads & they take it Personally
What happens when you finally choose yourself even when it disappoints people?There are moments when your soul is asking you to walk away, say no, change direction, or choose a path that other people simply don't understand.And sometimes, the hardest part isn't knowing what to do.It's feeling safe enough in your body to actually do it.In this episode, Jill shares a personal experience of being guided to walk away from a project she had invested deeply in even though she knew it would disappoint people she cared about.She explores what it means to follow your soul, recognize the moments when you're abandoning your own truth to preserve a dynamic, and develop the somatic safety needed to hear your inner guidance clearly.Because creating a soul-led life isn't always about doing more manifestation techniques.Sometimes, it's about becoming willing to choose yourself.To trust the inner knowing.To stop putting someone else's vision above your own.And to create a life that actually feels aligned from the inside out.If you're at a crossroads right now in a relationship, business, career, friendship, or another area of your life and you already know something needs to change, this conversation may be for you.Want support on your soul sovereignty journey?DM Jill “SOUL SOVEREIGNTY” on Instagram to connect and explore working together.Or DM “MENTORSHIP” if you're interested in private mentorship.#SoulSovereignty #SoulLedLife #SomaticHealing
19 MIN