I took a trip back home to Lebanon to see family and take time off work, only it was not time off, it was an additional burden to carry,  Lebanon is dealing with a shortage of basic human necessity is for survival, no petrol and no electricity,  I finally caught my breath at the top of the mountains in my village where I recored this final episode of my podcast segment "home", still there are more episodes prior to this however they are not uploaded due to bad audio