Episode 8: Hooked On A Feeling: Traumatophilia and Traumatophobia
DEC 22, 202425 MIN
Episode 8: Hooked On A Feeling: Traumatophilia and Traumatophobia
DEC 22, 202425 MIN
Description
<p>In this episode, <a href="https://rachaelburton.com.au" target="_blank" rel="ugc noopener noreferrer">Rachael</a> is conflicted about performance artist Petra's wish for Rachael to watch a video of Petra engaging in human suspension. </p>
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<p>Rachael has an immediate countertransference feeling that she doesn’t want to be “implicated". Rachael does not understand this feeling as she is aware of the mastery involved in this activity and also Petra's pride in her ability. However, Petra also speaks of her engagement in this practice as a means of regulating her affect. </p>
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<p>Rachael comes to understand that her reaction to Petra’s request was connected to wanting not to judge Petra’s engagement in human suspension and also wanting not to turn a blind eye to the trauma that could be "implicated” in Petra’s activity. Thus, Rachael comes to understand her own reaction as pointing to the need to integrate both the positives and the problems involved in Petra’s chosen mode of mastery and self soothing and to engage with both traumatophilia and traumatophobia (Saketopoulou, 2023).</p>
