#9 The one I talk about fanaticism in spirituality.
The more I trust myself, the more I am my authority, the safer I am in this world, and the spiritual world included.
Every time I would go to someone or something to save me, to tell me what to do, how to live, I was running away from myself.
Every time I would follow specific rules and routines with the feeling If I didn't do it, something terrible was going to happen.
I was conditioning my love for me.
I transitioned from the catholic system to the spiritual approach, initially thinking I gave myself freedom. However, it made me realize after some time, I had just changed the system, and I was still loving myself conditionally and waiting for someone to tell me how to live.
It is beautiful how we can support each other in so many different kinds of ways. However, when I do it from a place I am worthy of being loved because I am, I am my most important authority. I am safe.
I can attend healing sessions or listen to some predictions about the world. However, I intend to do it from a place where these are auxiliaries and tools. These are not my gods. I am my god. I take the final decision because I take responsibility for myself.
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