<h3><strong>🎧 Episode Description</strong></h3><p><br></p><p>In this powerful and deeply human conversation, Breda O'Toole shares her extraordinary journey of trauma, survival, and ultimately, healing. Her life was marked by poverty, abuse, war-related family trauma, institutional mistreatment, and years of being misdiagnosed within psychiatric care. For 23 years, she was prescribed heavy medication, underwent 29 shock treatments, and spent time in psychiatric institutions — including being restrained in a straitjacket for 11 days. Yet none of it treated the real wound: trauma.</p><br><p>Breda explains how no professional ever asked about her life or experiences — only symptoms. She felt unseen, unheard, and misunderstood. The turning point came when a priest told her: <em>“Take back control of your life.”</em> That moment sparked her recovery journey — off medication, back to herself, and finally into true healing.</p><br><p>This episode is painful, inspiring, and illuminating — a moving reminder that <strong>trauma is not mental illness</strong>, and <strong>recovery is possible</strong> when we are truly seen, heard, and believed.</p><br><p><br></p><h3><strong>🔑 Key Points</strong></h3><p><br></p><p><strong>Trauma vs. Mental Illness</strong></p><p>Her suffering was rooted in trauma, not a disorder.</p><br><p><strong>Misdiagnosis &amp; Overmedication</strong></p><p>She lived under 8+ incorrect diagnoses and was on up to 15 tablets daily.</p><br><p><strong>Electric Shock Therapy (ECT)</strong></p><p>29 ECT sessions — each followed in her records by: “Still depressed.”</p><br><p><strong>The Straitjacket</strong></p><p>She was involuntarily restrained for 11 days — until her father rescued her.</p><br><p><strong>Loss &amp; Grief</strong></p><p>She lost three baby boys — through negligence, miscarriage, and stillbirth.</p><br><p><strong>The Words That Changed Everything</strong></p><p>“Take back control of your life” — the moment her recovery truly began.</p><br><p><strong>Recovery Begins With Being Heard</strong></p><p>One doctor finally asked: <em>“What happened to you?”</em> — not “What’s wrong with you?”</p><br><p><br></p><h3><strong>📚 Mentioned in This Episode</strong></h3><p><br></p><p>• <em>Unseen</em> — Breda’s memoir</p><p>• St. Patrick’s Institution, St. Brigid’s, St. Vincent’s</p><p>• Valium, Lithium, Optimax</p><p>• Straitjacket institutional practices</p><p>• Father Walsh, Father Pat</p><p>• Tommy — Breda’s husband</p><br><p><br></p><h3><strong>⏱️ Timestamps</strong></h3><p><br></p><p>00:00 – Introducing Breda &amp; her story</p><p>01:00 – Childhood trauma: war, poverty, abuse</p><p>08:00 – First Valium prescription &amp; addiction</p><p>10:00 – Misdiagnosis &amp; medication spiral</p><p>13:00 – Shock therapy and lost identity</p><p>16:00 – Being detained &amp; rescued by her father</p><p>24:00 – Loss of her babies &amp; emotional impact</p><p>33:00 – Straitjacket and institutional trauma</p><p>40:00 – “What happened to you?” — turning point</p><p>46:00 – Coming off medication &amp; reclaiming life</p><p>52:00 – Real recovery, healing, and hope</p><p>Thanks for listening! You can watch the full episode on YouTube&nbsp;<a href="https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLN4xDBAAv7WCZCJ0VJC8lIXiX8_QtHFZJ&amp;si=yi8ifI_sbjJJISSi" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">here</a>. Don’t forget to follow&nbsp;<em>The Laura Dowling Experience</em>&nbsp;podcast on Instagram&nbsp;<a href="https://www.instagram.com/lauradowlingexperience?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&amp;igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">@lauradowlingexperience</a>&nbsp;for updates and more information. You can also follow our host, Laura Dowling,&nbsp;<a href="https://www.instagram.com/fabulouspharmacist?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&amp;igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">@fabulouspharmacist</a>&nbsp;for more insights and tips. If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe and leave a review—it really helps us out! Stay tuned for more great conversations.</p><hr><p style='color:grey; font-size:0.75em;'> Hosted on Acast. See <a style='color:grey;' target='_blank' rel='noopener noreferrer' href='https://acast.com/privacy'>acast.com/privacy</a> for more information.</p>