Do you think everything that happens in this world has a reason? I love to believe that. At the same time I can't say, that I always understand the reason. Neither do I love every of those reasons that I do understand. A lot of things happened in my life that really hurt me. Sometimes I started to understand the "why" a few years after a certain event happened. Other things I still don't understand and I might never.  I can't say from deep in my heart, that I am thankful for everything that happened in my life. But what I am really thankful for is the amount of resilience I was able to grow throughout the years and also am I thankful for my personal, mental and spiritual growth I experienced after certain events. I wish you to be able to look at the hard moments in your life from a different perspective. I think that changes everything. HugsMaggy