Behind Our Eyes

Have you ever felt something move through you that your mind couldn't explain?Behind Our Eyes host and creator Liane Grimshaw sits down with energy healer and light language master Nicola Light for a warm, funny and deeply honest conversation about awakening in midlife. Nicola shares how a dark night of the soul cracked her old life open, and how a strange new language began moving through her voice and hands.Together they unpack what light language and light codes really are, where they come from, and why this gift lives in all of us. It's an episode about losing everything, finding yourself, and trusting the voice that rises from within.IN THIS EPISODE:What light language is, in plain EnglishWhy light codes come from within, not from "out there"The 3am moment when light language eruptedHow spiritual ego quietly trips us up on the pathChannelling vs owning your power as a sovereign beingA message and a live light language transmission for youABOUT NICOLA: Nicola Light is an energy healer, Reiki master, galactic shaman and light language master. She helps people understand their emotions from an energetic perspective and move through their shadows into the light. She is co-author of Get Ready, They're Here and author of the Pleiadian Handbook for Being Human.Nicola's websiteNicola on YouTubeNicola on InstagramNicola on FacebookOther OfferingsOTHER USEFUL LINKS:Watch this on YouTubeOther 'out take' video on YouTubeFollow the show on InstagramFollow Liane on InstagramSubscribe to the YouTube ChannelLiane's WebsiteABOUT THIS PODCAST:Behind Our Eyes explores transformation, spiritual awakening, and authentic experiences with magical women in midlife and beyond. Each episode dives deep into the stories of those who've trusted their inner voice, navigated profound change, and discovered the love, power and wisdom that resides within us all.YOUR SUPPORT MEANS SO MUCH!!If this conversation resonated with you, please subscribe and share it with another woman🌹

This isn't my usual episode. This time I'm the one being interviewed 😱My friend Beccy Calderwood turned the tables and asked me the questions I've been holding for years. What came out was the most honest account I've ever given of my own spiritual awakening story, well some of it at least.Starting with a breakdown in my mid forties, moving through a kundalini-style experience on a yoga mat in Mexico, to the shifts in my perception and sense of self, as well as some funny anecdotes - like when I was unable to speak English in my own kitchen.This is for any woman who's felt the ground shift beneath her in midlife. Who's started to lose herself - in a good way, even if it doesn't feel like it yet. And who's had experiences she can't explain and hasn't always known what to do with them.In this conversation we get into: What led up to THAT moment in Mexico (not one thing) Light language: how it emerged and the funny incidentThe real cost of awakening — losing friends, isolation, energetic sensitivityWhat I think the midlife feeling of invisibility points to The simplest thing I know for connecting with yourself, every day🗣️ ABOUT BECCYBeccy Calderwood spent years in senior leadership in the creative industries before building Grounded — a wellbeing platform designed to help people live more human lives. She's known for her honest, down-to-earth approach and her ability to ask exactly the right question at the right moment, which is precisely why I asked her to interview me.The Grounded WebsiteGrounded on InstagramBeccy on InstagramOTHER USEFUL LINKS:Work with LianeWatch this episode on YouTubeLiane on InstagramBehind Our Eyes on InstagramSubscribe to the YouTube ChannelJoin the free Skool CommunityABOUT THIS PODCAST:Behind Our Eyes explores transformation, spiritual awakening, and authentic experiences with magical women in midlife and beyond. Each episode dives deep into the stories of those who've trusted their inner voice, navigated profound change, and discovered the love, power and wisdom that resides within us all.YOUR SUPPORT MEANS SO MUCH!!If this conversation resonated with you, please subscribe and share it with another woman🌹

What if everything in life can be understood as medicine? What if spiritual pilgrimage wasn't a trip - but a way of living? Michelle MacEwan talks to host, Liane Grimshaw, about practical ways of coming home to yourself in midlife and beyond.She has spent over thirty years leading pilgrimages, teaching wild wisdom and guiding people back to themselves. She draws on Scottish and Irish earth traditions, the Polynesian art of wayfinding and decades of deep immersion in nature - living beside the Southern Ocean on the wild southern edge of Australia. The conversation covers a lot of ground but always points us back home to ourselves.A big part of this discussion is about the power of pilgrimage - not as a religious act or a sacred holiday, but as a living practice you can bring into your daily life wherever you are. Following the magical signs. Letting one thing lead to another. Trusting the voice of the heart. Paying attention!The importance of ancestral wisdom is also discussed, and why your lineage is the foundation you're already standing on, whether you know it yet or not. And finally, something that doesn't get talked about enough — menopause not as something to get through, but as a key passageway into the greatest mystery of your life.This will resonate with any women who feel something calling them deeper and aren't quite sure what direction to walk. Michelle has a way of making that clearer.ABOUT MICHELLE:Michelle MacEwan is a writer, spiritual guide, teacher and environmental activist with over thirty years experience leading retreats, teaching groups and working with individuals as a guide to help them discover a deeper wisdom within. She creates amazing content, practices and prayers as part of her offerings, as well as hosting annual pilgrimages to Ireland and Australia.Michelle's WebsiteMichelle on InstagramMichelle on YouTubeOTHER USEFUL LINKS:Watch this on YouTubeFollow the Show on InstagramFollow Liane on InstagramSubscribe to the YouTube ChannelLiane's WebsiteABOUT THIS PODCAST:Behind Our Eyes explores transformation, spiritual awakening, and authentic experiences with magical women in midlife and beyond. Each episode dives deep into the stories of those who've trusted their inner voice, navigated profound change, and discovered the love, power and wisdom that resides within us all.YOUR SUPPORT MEANS SO MUCH!!If this conversation resonated with you, please subscribe and share it with another woman🌹

FEMININE spirituality is in the body - your true POWER source as a woman as you age. Energy CONDUIT Barbara Blum explores EMBODIMENT, feminine energy, and DIVINE feminine power on this episode of Behind Our Eyes.Also...When she turned 60, Barbara wrote an article and titled it - The Season of Embodiment - and in this conversation with our host Liane, she unpacks what that actually means her, and likely any woman at this stage of life.Listen all the way through to explore a beautiful array of topics related to feminine spirituality. This includes, what happens when life force stops moving outward and turns inward. How the body's intelligence outpaces the mind's. Why Barbara believes women in midlife hold the power to change the world - not by fighting, but by being fully present. Barbara also explains what it means to be an energy conduit, how transmissions feel for her, and why she is devoted to doing this work, especially at this time of her life. We also explore the power of sacred sites, and the energy of Mother Gaia.If you're a woman finding your way through a life transition or a spiritual awakening in your 40s, 50s or 60s — this one is for you.And if you've ever felt something move through your body in a way that your mind couldn't explain, Barbara will help you make peace with that in a beautifully grounded way.ABOUT BARBARA:Barbara Blum is an energy conduit and spiritual mentor specialising in transmitting higher states of consciousness and cosmic life-force energy — bridging the energies of Mother Earth and the Higher Realms in service of individual awakening and collective healing.A 700hr Yoga Instructor and Certified Meditation Instructor with a deep grounding in both traditional Indian teachings and modern mysticism, she offers personal and group energy transmissions online and in person, international retreats, and facilitator trainings. Originally from the mountains of Colorado, she now lives on the Pacific jungle coastline of Mexico, where her connection with ancestral lands continues to deepen her own path.Barbara's WebsiteBarbara On InstagramBarbara on YouTubeOTHER USEFUL LINKS:Watch this on YouTubeFollow the Show on InstagramFollow Liane on InstagramSubscribe to the YouTube ChannelLiane's WebsiteABOUT THIS PODCAST:Behind Our Eyes explores transformation, spiritual awakening, and authentic experiences with magical women in midlife and beyond. Each episode dives deep into the stories of those who've trusted their inner voice, navigated profound change, and discovered the love, power and wisdom that resides within us all.YOUR SUPPORT MEANS SO MUCH!!If this conversation resonated with you, please subscribe and share it with another woman🌹

Sarah McCrum sat down with a pen during a financial crisis — and money started writing through her. It became a powerful book which changed her life, delivering profound and beautiful messages.In the middle of a business collapse, the energy of money began writing to her in a voice entirely its own. That channelled material became Love Money, Money Loves You - a self-published book that has now sold over 100,000 copies worldwide.In this conversation, Sarah and Liane explore what it actually means to have a healthy relationship with money - not from a strategy or hustle perspective, but from an energetic one. Sarah explains why fear and stress actively hold money away, how relaxation opens the door, and how you can make a 'beautiful request' - the moment your soul lights up in expressing an authentic desire. She also goes deep on opening the heart, why most meditation doesn't quite do it, and what it really takes to feel reconnected with yourself and life.If you're a woman in midlife, navigating a career transition, rebuilding after a spiritual awakening, or simply wondering why you never seem to have quite enough - this episode offers so much wisdom. Sarah's message is practical, grounded and genuine: you are not insignificant. Your energy touches everything. And it might be simpler than you think to see positive change in your life.ABOUT SARAH:Sarah McCrum is a leading money consciousness coach who has transformed the lives of over twenty thousand business owners and their families. She offers a practical, relaxed approach to transforming your relationship with money, based on her book, Love Money. Money Loves You. Her courses enable business owners, leaders and investors to combine true wealth with true wellbeing.Sarah's WebsiteBook - Love Money, Money Loves YouSarah on InstagramSarah on YouTubeOTHER USEFUL LINKS:Watch this on YouTubeFollow the show on InstagramFollow Liane on InstagramSubscribe to the YouTube channelLiane's websiteABOUT THIS PODCAST:Behind Our Eyes explores transformation, spiritual awakening, and authentic experiences with magical women in midlife and beyond. Each episode dives deep into the stories of those who've trusted their inner voice, navigated profound change, and discovered the love, power and wisdom that resides within us all.YOUR SUPPORT MEANS SO MUCH!!If this conversation resonated with you, please subscribe and share it with another woman🌹