Generator Live at WPPI 2026: Josh Beaton on Following Dreams, Self-Esteem, and Starting Over at 50What happens when you decide to chase the dream you always thought was unattainable, even if it means starting over at 50 years old?Josh Beaton is a Chicago-based portrait photographer and fine art artist who also runs Tween Esteem, a 501c3 nonprofit dedicated to building self-confidence in teenagers through portrait photography. A year ago, Josh won his category at WPPI and received the Jerry Ghionis scholarship at his first major conference. Now he's closing his Chicago studio, moving to New York, and pivoting from portrait work to commercial and editorial photography. The dream he's been following his entire adult life suddenly doesn't feel so unattainable anymore.This is the first Generator episode I recorded live on stage, and I brought Josh back exactly one year after our original conversation about the currency of kindness. We recorded this at WPPI 2026 in front of a live audience, and we talk about what it feels like to walk back into a conference without the same wins, how Jerry and Melissa Ghionis believing in him meant more than any prize, and why he's choosing to be weirder as he rebuilds everything from scratch.What You'll LearnWhy hearing that people believe in you matters more than any award or prize. Josh explains how Jerry and Melissa Guionis announcing the scholarship in front of hundreds of people gave him something no trophy could provide.How to know when it's time to stop doing what you like and start chasing what you actually dream about. He talks about following Annie Leibovitz's work for decades and finally deciding to take the leap toward editorial and commercial photography.What it means to fail at something you don't want to do anyway. Josh shares Jim Carrey's philosophy about why you might as well take risks on work you love, since failure is possible either way.Why telling strangers you love their work matters more than you think. He describes the feeling of having someone approach you at a conference just to say they appreciate what you do, and why introverted photographers need to hear it.How closing a successful Chicago studio to move to New York at 50 actually happened. Josh gets real about the decision-making process with his wife and why waiting five more years would just make him 55 years old with the same regrets.What happens when you rebuild your website and remove the thread that connects all portrait photographers. He talks about the terror and satisfaction of watching his site evolve into something that doesn't look like everyone else's anymore.Why you should check for 501c3 status before donating to any nonprofit. Josh breaks down the difference between buying a dot-org domain and actually filing government paperwork to become a legitimate charitable organization.How Tween Esteem uses portrait photography to build self-confidence in teenagers. He explains the program's mission and why this work has become central to his identity as a photographer.What it's like to return to WPPI without winning anything this year after sweeping categories last year. Josh gets honest about the different feeling of showing up without an entourage and how that challenges your sense of accomplishment.Why being weirder is the advice he'd give his younger self. He points to the print competition and recognizes that the photographers he admires most are the ones who were weird in high school and stayed that way.Guest ResourcesJosh Beaton Portrait and fine art photographer based in Chicago, transitioning to commercial and editorial work in New YorkWebsite: joshbeaton.com Nonprofit: tweenesteem.org (501c3) Instagram: @joshbeatonphotographyListen & SubscribeNever miss an episode. Subscribe to Generator on your favorite podcast app: Apple Podcasts | Spotify | YouTubeEnjoyed this episode? Leave a 5-star review on Apple Podcasts to help others discover these conversations.Connect with GeneratorWebsite: generatorpodcast.com Instagram: @generatorpodcast TikTok: @generatorpodcast YouTube: @generatorpodcastHost: Matt Stagliano - Stonetree Creative, MaineGenerator is a podcast about the creative process, personal growth, and what it means to build something meaningful. Hosted by portrait photographer Matt Stagliano.KeywordsJosh Beaton photographer, WPPI 2026, career transition photography, Tween Esteem nonprofit, photographer self-esteem, Chicago portrait photographer, New York photography, Jerry Ghionis scholarship, editorial photography career, commercial photography transition, starting over at 50, photography conference, creative reinvention, teenage self-confidence, portrait photography nonprofit, Jim Carrey philosophy, following creative dreams