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疤痕与病痛：快三十年了，还是没和自己的身体磨合好（下） | 不及而立 04
NOV 20, 202366 MIN
疤痕与病痛：快三十年了，还是没和自己的身体磨合好（下） | 不及而立 04
NOV 20, 202366 MIN
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<h5 class="wp-block-heading has-black-color has-background-background-color has-text-color has-background"><strong>今天是播客的第四期，我们继续来聊一聊「身体」这个话题。</strong></h5>
<p class="has-vivid-cyan-blue-color has-tertiary-background-color has-text-color has-background wp-block-paragraph"><strong>身为女性，我们有多少无法被他人所理解的隐痛？当我们明知道这个世界是如何看待我们的身体，我们又要如何与这幅躯体相处？从月经、激素到疤痕与体重，我们作为女性，继续谈一谈与自己「和解」的可能性，以及我们如何看待人生最终极的命题——衰老。</strong></p>
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<p class="wp-block-paragraph"><strong>剪辑、音效与平面设计：</strong>黎明</p>
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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">经过多年的医学治疗后，我身上的伤疤多达两位数，它们也构成了熟悉的图景。关节可以置换，器官可以移植，血液可以注入，但我们生命的故事仍然是关于这个身体的故事。</p>
<cite>——希内德·格利森</cite></blockquote>
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<p class="has-secondary-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph">收听指南：</p>
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">03:58 比睡眠不足更可怕的是生物钟紊乱</p>
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">07:38 月经不规律，痛经，经期综合征……一个月才30天，没几天是舒服的</p>
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">16:27 多囊会导致不孕……还有这种好事？！</p>
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">26:39 当我不得不戴假发生活：他者的接纳不代表自我的接纳</p>
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">37:24 疤痕是一种记忆的证明，是一段生命经历的烙印</p>
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">42:30 无论自己如何修炼，总是会突如其来被他人的恶意击倒</p>
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">52:44 “我以前从来不哭”vs“我实在是太能哭了”</p>
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">58:50 我非常害怕衰老</p>
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">01:05:18 在二十多岁这个年龄里，我们每个人都咬牙走了很长一段路</p>