Cry It Out Loud: Navigating Infertility, Miscarriage, Stillbirth, Infant Loss & Pregnancy After Loss

Chasing the Rainbows

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Miscarriage. Stillbirth. Infertility. Infant loss. Pregnancy after loss. IVF. TTC. Recurrent miscarriage. If any of these words are your life, you found your people. Cry It Out Loud is the podcast of Chasing the Rainbows a 501(c)(3) nonprofit offering free daily support for pregnancy and baby loss, maternal mental health, and healing after infertility. Real stories. Expert voices. No filters. Whether you are a bereaved parent, grieving, trying again, or supporting someone who is this space is for you. Every loss matters. Every baby loss matters. Every journey matters. Chasingtherainbows.org

Recent Episodes

AUG 20, 2026
She Was the Missing Piece: Jamilah Robinson on Miscarriage, Grief & Finding Your People After Loss
What happens when you experience a miscarriage and the world expects you to just move on? In this powerful episode of Cry It Out Loud, we sit down with Jamilah Robinson, an entrepreneur, woman of faith, and co-founder of Missing Pieces Support Group in Houston, Texas, who experienced two miscarriages in 2018 and spent months grieving in silence, not knowing where to turn or who to tell. Jamilah opens up about the emotional and mental health weight of pregnancy loss that nobody prepares you for. The grief you carry publicly, the grief you perform your way through, and the moment she stopped suffering alone and found her people. She shares how faith carried her through the darkest season of her life, how her rainbow baby Lacy Olivia became her family's living promise, and how her own pain became the roadmap for thousands of other women who needed someone to say — me too. In this episode we cover: The emotional and mental health reality of miscarriage and pregnancy loss Suffering in silence — what grief actually feels like when no one talks about it Faith, anger, and finding God in the middle of devastating loss Rainbow baby journeys — the beauty and the complicated feelings that come with them How trauma can be repurposed into purpose for others Why community and peer support are critical after pregnancy and infant loss What bereaved mothers actually need from the people around them Whether you are navigating infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, or pregnancy after loss or supporting someone who is this episode will meet you exactly where you are. Cry It Out Loud is hosted by Chasing the Rainbows, a 501(c)(3) national nonprofit providing free daily support for infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, pregnancy after loss, and maternal mental health. Our programs serve thousands of bereaved parents nationwide through peer support, community, education, and advocacy at no cost to the families we serve. Every loss matters. Every family deserves support. chasingtherainbows.org
34 MIN
JUL 16, 2026
How We Stayed Together After Stillbirth: Grieving as a Couple, Honoring Ellory & Finding Purpose After Baby Loss
How does a marriage survive the unimaginable after the stillbirth of a baby? In this deeply moving episode of Cry It Out Loud, Celeste and Hannes Ringoot share the story of their daughter, Ellory, who was stillborn just eight months ago. Together, they open their hearts about falling in love, dreaming of becoming parents, and the heartbreaking day everything changed. But this conversation is about more than loss. It's about how two people grieve differently while choosing to stay connected. It's about protecting a relationship through unimaginable heartbreak, learning to love each other in new ways, and discovering that grief and hope can exist side by side. Since Ellory's passing, Celeste and Hannes have transformed their grief into purpose by completing monthly running challenges and marathons around the world to raise awareness for stillbirth, pregnancy loss, and infant loss ensuring that Ellory's life continues to make an impact. In this episode, we explore: Life before stillbirth and dreaming of becoming parents The emotional impact of stillbirth on a marriage and relationship How husbands and wives often grieve differently after losing a baby Communication, intimacy, and staying connected after baby loss Turning heartbreak into advocacy through running and awareness Honoring a baby's legacy after stillbirth Finding hope, healing, and purpose after pregnancy and infant loss Whether you have experienced miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, pregnancy loss, or are supporting someone who has, this episode is a powerful reminder that grief doesn't end love—it transforms it. Hosted by Chasing the Rainbows, a national 501(c)(3) nonprofit providing free daily support for families navigating infertility, miscarriage, pregnancy loss, stillbirth, infant loss, and pregnancy after loss. Because every baby deserves to be remembered. Because every parent deserves to be supported. Because Every Loss Matters. Find support, volunteer, donate, or learn more at chasingtherainbows.org.
44 MIN
JUN 18, 2026
Sad Dads Club: A Father’s Grief After Stillbirth, Marriage, Mental Health & Losing a Baby
What happens to fathers when they lose a baby?In this powerful episode of Cry It Out Loud, host and founder of Chasing the Rainbows sits down with Robby Reider, co-founder of Sad Dads Club, a global grief support community for fathers navigating miscarriage, stillbirth, and infant loss.After the stillbirth of his daughter Lila in 2017, Robby found himself doing what so many grieving dads do: staying silent, staying strong, and suppressing his own heartbreak to hold space for his wife. What began as a raw, honest connection with two other fathers who knew that same silence eventually became Sad Dads Club, a movement reaching thousands of bereaved fathers worldwide.In this episode, we explore:• Why fathers are so often the "forgotten grievers" after pregnancy and baby loss• A father's unique grief journey after stillbirth, miscarriage, or infant loss• How losing a baby affects marriages and relationships — and what actually helps• The intersection of masculinity, mental health, and permission to grieve• What grieving dads truly need from their partners, families, and friends• How Sad Dads Club is redefining support for bereaved fathers globally• Finding community, healing, and hope after the unimaginableWhether you are a grieving father searching for words for what you feel, a partner trying to understand your husband's grief, or a friend or family member wanting to show up better, this episode is for you.This episode is shared ahead of Father's Day as a reminder that grief doesn't skip dads.Cry It Out Loud is hosted by Chasing the Rainbows, a 501(c)(3) national nonprofit providing free daily support for those experiencing infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, and pregnancy after loss.Learn more: chasingtherainbows.orgConnect with Sad Dads Club: saddadsclub.org
50 MIN
JUN 5, 2026
Male Infertility Explained: Sperm Health, Genetics & Why Couples Struggle to Conceive
Male infertility affects nearly 50% of infertility cases yet so many couples still believe fertility struggles are “a woman’s issue.” This Men’s Health Awareness Month and Men’s Mental Health Awareness Month, we’re breaking the silence around one of the most overlooked conversations in reproductive health: male factor infertility. In this powerful episode of Cry It Out Loud, we sit down with Dr. Russell Hayden, male infertility specialist, microsurgeon, and urologist at Shady Grove Fertility, to answer the questions so many couples are desperately Googling — but rarely talking about openly. We dive deep into the science behind low sperm count, azoospermia, sperm DNA fragmentation, testosterone, varicoceles, lifestyle factors, recurrent miscarriage, IVF, ICSI, and unexplained infertility while also unpacking the emotional toll infertility takes on men and relationships. Because behind the lab results is often a man silently carrying shame, pressure, grief, and mental health struggles no one prepared him for. In this episode, we discuss: • The most common causes of male infertility • Why sperm health matters more than many realize • DNA fragmentation, recurrent miscarriage & embryo quality • Low testosterone myths and fertility misconceptions • When men should seek fertility testing • Male infertility treatments, surgery & IVF options • Men’s mental health during infertility and TTC • The emotional burden men often carry silently Whether you’re trying to conceive, navigating infertility, IVF, recurrent pregnancy loss, or simply want answers, this episode is one every couple should hear. Because infertility impacts families and men deserve support too. Hosted by Chasing the Rainbows, a 501(c)(3) national nonprofit providing free daily support for infertility, pregnancy loss, infant loss, and pregnancy after loss. 👉 chasingtherainbows.org
37 MIN