Lauryn’s romance with her movie theater coworker spirals into a toxic cycle of heartbreak, doubt, and obsession, leaving her emotionally crushed but driven to prove her instincts right.

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17: lovelustfear | lauryn | you have to learn to trust me

DEC 19, 202440 MIN
lovelustfear

17: lovelustfear | lauryn | you have to learn to trust me

DEC 19, 202440 MIN

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<div>Lauryn’s romance with her movie theater coworker spirals into a toxic cycle of heartbreak, doubt, and obsession, leaving her emotionally crushed but driven to prove her instincts right.<br> <br> <strong>chapters</strong><br> (00:00) listen with caution<br> (00:16) next on lovelustfear<br> (02:08) about lauryn<br> (03:14) lauryn’s story<br> (31:26) questions &amp; answers<br> (38:49) closing thoughts<br> (39:53) charity &amp; organizations<br> (40:23) submit your story<br> (40:34) disclaimer<br> <br> <strong>quotes</strong><br> <br> "...in middle school when girls and boys were starting to pay more attention to each other. And I had crushes, but they were not reciprocated..." - Lauryn<br> <br> “At the time, I was just like, we're going to be together forever. We had talked about it. You're the love of my life. I'm the love of your life.” - Lauryn<br> <br> "He breaks up with me, I'm devastated, I start to move on, he calls me, we get back together, he starts to pull away again." - Lauryn<br> <br> "I'm crying and sobbing, and I wake my parents up. I wake my mom up, and I tell her…I feel like I'm going to die and I will do anything to make this pain stop." - Lauryn<br> <br> "I'm begging him, begging him, please just break it off with me. I can't do this anymore. I know that you're cheating on me. I know something's going on. I feel it. He was like, I know that we've been through a lot, but you have to learn to trust me." - Lauryn<br> <br> “Most people that know me, I guarantee you would be like Lauren would rather eat glass than sit around and let someone disrespect her because it's not who I am. But back then, it was who I was…” - Lauryn<br> <br> <strong>topics</strong><br> <br> #romanticmovies #toxicrelationships #heartbreak #infidelityandbetrayal #selfesteemjourney #comingofagestory #emotionalrecovery #lifeafterheartbreak #loveandselfdiscovery #cheatingandrecovery #teenageromance #lovecycles #findingyourself #healingafterheartbreak #toxiclovepatterns #copingwithbreakups #romanticizedlove #boundariesinrelationships #heartbreaktohealing #redefininglove #trust #stability #doubts #cheating #breakup #devastation #infidelity #confrontation #betrayal #trauma #mentalhealth #recovery #chronicillness #podcasting #awareness #support #podcast<br> <br> <strong>music | sounds</strong><br> Music (CC BY 4.0):<br> Lost Place Atmospheres 002 by Sascha Ende<br> Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (<a href="http://incompetech.com/">incompetech.com</a>)<br> Other Music and Sound Effects by Alex Wit, Yevhenii Kovalenko, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay<br> <br> <strong>stay aware | follow | share (lauryn)</strong><br> <br> Women Deliver<br> <a href="https://womendeliver.org">https://womendeliver.org</a><br> An Unwavering Advocate for Girls and Women – Women Deliver<br> We’re a global advocacy organization guided by one end result: that every girl and woman exercises her rights to full bodily autonomy and health.<br> <br> National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)<br> Call <a href="http://1.800.799.SAFE">1.800.799.SAFE</a> (7233)<br> Text: START to 88788 <br> <a href="https://www.thehotline.org/">https://www.thehotline.org/</a><br> <a href="https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline">https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline</a><br> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/">https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/</a><br> <br> <strong>story submission information </strong><br> If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.<br> submission link | <a href="https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear">https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear</a><br> E-mail | [email protected]<br> Instagram | <a href="https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/">https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/</a><br> <br> <strong>subscription links</strong><br> Amazon Music<br> <a href="https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/b06d0ea8-cb29-4c3a-98e6-0249d84df748/lovelustfear">https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/b06d0ea8-cb29-4c3a-98e6-0249d84df748/lovelustfear</a><br> Spotify<br> <a href="https://open.spotify.com/show/0e3ndcf5u8lZ5lhN1lvWec">https://open.spotify.com/show/0e3ndcf5u8lZ5lhN1lvWec</a><br> Apple<br> <a href="https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283">https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283</a><br> RSS feed<br> <a href="https://audioboom.com/channels/5125912.rss">https://audioboom.com/channels/5125912.rss</a><br> <br> Want to hear more? Whatever app you’re listening on, just rate us and/or leave us a comment or review.<br> <br> Thank you for your support! <br> <br> </div>