What happens when a 25-year career at CNN ends — and a new life begins?In this episode of Divergent States, we talk with Cesar Marin, former CNN producer and founder of Microdosing Over 50, about how psychedelics helped him navigate midlife, identity loss, and personal reinvention.Cesar shares his journey from broadcast media to becoming an advocate for intentional microdosing later in life. We explore the difference between microdosing for healing vs optimization, how intention shapes outcomes, and why people over 50 face unique integration challenges.We also discuss: • Microdosing psilocybin vs LSD • Career loss and psychedelic-driven reinvention • Presence, connection, and integration practices • How media shapes psychedelic narratives • Why midlife may be the most powerful time for change • Healing vs performance framing in psychedelic use • Stigma, legality, and education • Building a mission-driven life after burnoutThis conversation is about more than substances — it’s about agency, curiosity, and what happens when you stop outsourcing your meaning.🎧 Extended version available on Patreon🎓 Zendo Project peer-support training: use code DIVERGENTS10 🧠 For listeners interested in microdosing, midlife transitions, and psychedelic culturehttps://cultivatingwisdom.net/⏱️ Chapter Markers00:00 – Introduction & Cesar’s background 01:45 – 25 years at CNN and getting laid off 04:30 – Discovering psychedelics at 55 06:40 – Cultivating Wisdom & microdosing over 50 10:15 – Loss, grief, and mission-driven work 13:10 – What shifted personally 17:45 – Early doubts and first psychedelic experience 22:23 – Fun vs healing: why people stay 22:41 – How media shaped his psychedelic voice 26:13 – Bad headlines and stigma 28:26 – Why storytelling matters 29:18 – Midlife fear and reinvention 32:12 – “It’s not almost over — it’s just starting” 33:18 – Integration for older adults 37:55 – Meditation, presence, and connection 39:13 – Healing vs optimization 43:45 – Microdosing LSD vs psilocybin 46:36 – Psychedelic commercialization 47:47 – Public episode wrap-up 48:31 – Post-interview reflections 50:05 – Bryan’s takeaway 52:11 – Healing vs optimization framing 54:17 – Outro & Patreon plugSend a text FiresideProject.orgDownload the app or text/call 62-FIRESIDEZendo ProjectOur listeners get 10% off the Zendo Project SIT Program with the code DIVERGENTS10Disclaimer: This post contains affiliate links. If you make a purchase, I may receive a commission at no extra cost to you.Support the showSpecial Thanks to our Macrodosers, Super D and Mike on Patreon! https://linktr.ee/3L1T3Mod