When You Look

She had a plan to end her life. God had a plan to call her His daughter.In this powerful and deeply honest testimony, Jordan Bailey shares how years of depression, addiction, shame, and self-hatred led her to a moment where she no longer wanted to live. After a suicide attempt, multiple arrests, and time in jail, she believed the lie that she was disposable and beyond hope.But in the darkest places — including a jail cell — she encountered a God who didn’t see her as a failure… but as His beloved daughter.This episode is a raw conversation about: • Struggling with suicidal thoughts and depression • Alcohol addiction and hitting rock bottom • Feeling unworthy, unwanted, and beyond redemption • How hearing God’s voice changed her identity • Finding purpose in the middle of consequences • Experiencing God’s love in the most unexpected placesJordan’s story is proof that no one is too far gone, no mistake is final, and no life is without purpose. If you’ve ever felt hopeless, ashamed, or like you’ve ruined your future, this testimony will remind you that God still calls you His.👉 Follow Jordan https://www.jordanbaileyart.com/ | Instagram https://www.instagram.com/that_weirdough_jordan👉 Jordan's Ted Talk https://youtu.be/vVg5TNlpIxI?si=90UDTh_jMN3rWh0R👉 Learn More About Identity Exchange (Jamie & Donna Winship) https://www.identityexchange.com/ | https://www.youtube.com/@identityexchangeWhen You Look Links YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@WhenYouLookShowBe a Guest https://www.whenyoulook.com/beaguestWebsite https://www.whenyoulook.com/Instagram https://www.instagram.com/whenyoulookshow/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/whenyoulookshow/ #whenyoulookpodcast #christiantestimony #suicide #miracle #jail #identityexchange Chapters0:52 - Meet Jordan Bailey2:16 - Early Years6:37 - Savannah College of Art & Design11:35 - Feeling Disposable13:25 - Moving to Tennessee 16:18 - Suicide Watch21:42 - Suicide Attempt25:34 - Cooking33:04 - Hearing God36:34 - DUI, Car Wreck, & Arrest51:24 - Released from Jail56:35 - Heart Transformation1:05:20 - God Doesn't Flinch1:07:06 - Surrender1:10:58 - Sobriety Journey1:18:49 - Family Involvement1:23:08 - Coincidence or God?1:28:59 - How Has Your Life Changed?

What happens when you test God? Josh Harper never planned to pray this prayer. While on a mission trip to Niger, Africa, he was wrestling with a life-changing decision: should his family adopt a teenage girl from an orphanage?So he asked God for a sign. Not something vague. Not “give me peace.” Something specific. He prayed that a lump on his back — one that had been unchanged for three years — would disappear if they were meant to move forward with adoption. And then… it did. But here’s where the story takes an unexpected turn. The adoption didn’t happen. In this powerful episode of When You Look, Josh shares: • The bold prayer he never expected God to answer • A physical healing he can’t explain • The emotional journey of pursuing international adoption • Missions work in Niger, Africa • And what happens when God answers your prayer — just not the way you thoughtWas it coincidence or God? Watch and decide for yourself.#whenyoulookpodcast #christiantestimony #niger #adoption When You Look Links YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@WhenYouLookShowBe a Guest https://www.whenyoulook.com/beaguestWebsite https://www.whenyoulook.com/Instagram https://www.instagram.com/whenyoulookshow/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/whenyoulookshow/ Chapters0:21 - Meet Josh Harper1:17 - Falling in Love with Niger5:51 - Deciding to Adopt6:28 - The Prayer7:42 - Answered Prayer10:03 - Aging Out13:08 - Allison's Thoughts14:49 - A Year of Relationship Building16:13 - Coincidence or God?17:16 - How Has Your Life Changed?

She was channeling spirits. Deep in the New Age. Practicing yoga. Searching for God in all the wrong places.Then one day, a voice asked her a single question: "What if everything you thought about God was completely wrong?"In this powerful episode of When You Look, Dr. Laurette Willis shares her true story of growing up in trauma, spending 22 years in the New Age, becoming a psychic channel, battling addiction, and ultimately encountering Jesus Christ in a way that changed everything.What happened next wasn’t gradual. It wasn’t self-help. It wasn’t behavior modification. It was surrender.You’ll hear: • How deception can look spiritual • What it felt like to hear that question • How she was instantly delivered from alcoholism • How her entire life direction shifted in one moment • And what happened just days after she surrendered to GodThis is a story about spiritual warfare, truth, redemption, and the relentless mercy of God.If you’ve ever questioned what’s real…If you’ve ever searched for meaning…If you’ve ever wondered whether God still speaks…This conversation will challenge you, because sometimes one question changes everything.#whenyoulookpodcast #praisemoves #podcast #godsvoice #christiantestimony 👉 Check out Dr. Laurette's work at https://praisemoves.com/ and www.christianweightlosskit.com When You Look Links YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@WhenYouLookShowBe a Guest https://www.whenyoulook.com/beaguestWebsite https://www.whenyoulook.com/Instagram https://www.instagram.com/whenyoulookshow/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/whenyoulookshow/ Chapters0:20 - Meet Dr. Laurette Willis2:42 - Growing Up10:14 - Finding Alcohol, Smoking, etc. 13:05 - Moving to New Age Community14:58 - Surrendering19:07 - Delivered From Addiction28:38 - Meeting Paul33:24 - Moving From the New Age Community44:50 - Coincidence or God?45:33 - How Has Your Life Changed?54:18 - Dr. Laurette's Contact Info

What if God warned you before you destroyed everything?In this powerful episode of When You Look, Blake shares the raw, unfiltered story of how he was one weekend away from walking into an affair that could have ended his marriage—when his mother called with a terrifying prophetic dream. In the dream, Blake was alone in a desert… and then a lion came and consumed him.That phone call changed everything.Blake opens up about growing up in church, drifting from God in college, emotional connection outside his marriage, and the moment he finally cried out to God for help. What followed was a divine interruption that led to confession, repentance, and ultimately restoration.This is a story about:• God’s mercy in the middle of our mess• How temptation grows when needs go unmet• The danger of emotional affairs• The power of prophetic warning• Fighting for your marriage before it’s too late• And how God can restore what looks destroyed👉 If you’ve ever felt on the edge of a decision you can’t undo—this episode is for you.When You Look Links YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@WhenYouLookShowBe a Guest https://www.whenyoulook.com/beaguestWebsite https://www.whenyoulook.com/Instagram https://www.instagram.com/whenyoulookshow/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/whenyoulookshow/ Chapters0:48 - Meet Blake1:33 - Early Life Thru College3:24 - Marriage8:16 - Met a Girl12:17 - The Dream15:25 - Changes19:17 - Convo With Mom21:09 - Challenging God25:10 - Drifting From God in College29:35 - Cassie Nudges Him Back33:09 - Coincidence or God?34:57 - How Has Your Life Changed?

From devastating heartbreak and deep loss… to long waiting… and finally to powerful restoration—this is a story only God could write.In this unforgettable episode of When You Look, Mick sits down with Cathy Colver Garland, a woman whose life journey includes divorce, betrayal, miscarriage, years of waiting, and ultimately the redemptive faithfulness of God. Cathy opens up about discovering her husband’s addiction on their honeymoon, losing a child, waiting over a decade for God’s promise, and how God met her in the deepest places of pain with supernatural comfort, vision, and hope.This is not a polished highlight reel. It’s the real road—through suffering, disappointment, unanswered prayers, and the moments where God seemed silent… until He wasn’t.If you’ve ever wondered:• Is God still working when nothing is changing?• What do you do when waiting hurts?• Can God truly restore what was broken?…this conversation is for you.Cathy’s testimony will strengthen your faith, stir your hope, and remind you that delay is not denial—and restoration is never out of God’s reach.👉 Watch to the end for one of the most powerful reflections on waiting, healing, and trusting God’s character you’ll hear.👉 Check out Cathy's Books: https://www.amazon.com/stores/Cathy-Garland/author/B0DB3F75JW?ref=ap_rdr&shoppingPortalEnabled=true&ccs_id=2c921d89-70f2-4c03-9e41-0f868f910a26Indiana Jones Clip https://youtu.be/sBBbq2g7yf8?si=ee0d314D0HuWz3vIWhen You Look Links YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@WhenYouLookShowBe a Guest https://www.whenyoulook.com/beaguestWebsite https://www.whenyoulook.com/Instagram https://www.instagram.com/whenyoulookshow/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/whenyoulookshow/ Chapters0:30 - Meet Cathy Garland2:36 - Backstory5:52 - First Marriage7:50 - Life After Divorce11:02 - Healing From Miscarriage13:59 - Trying to Make it Work17:00 - The In Between24:14 - Meeting Her Now Husband29:21 - Turning In35:35 - Defining Grace40:49 - Josiah Defined in a Vision46:52 - Waiting With Expectancy50:45 - Coincidence or God?52:41 - How Has Your Life Changed?