Heaven isn't in the future—you're just looking through the wrong story. In this deeply vulnerable and illuminating episode, Derek Rydall reveals why suffering isn't caused by your circumstances, but by craving, aversion, and the belief that you must hold life together. Through a powerful personal story of physical pain, emotional collapse, and surrender, Derek uncovers the core illusion of separation—the idea that "I" must make it all happen. Discover how Nirvana is available right now, how letting go creates space for grace, and why the only true freedom you have is choosing where to place your attention. This is the path of dying daily, releasing survival strategies, and allowing life to live you. Share what you're ready to release, subscribe for deeper awakening, and let's rise together. Get the book that expands this message: https://derekrydall.com/wholenewhuman/ Want more free trainings? Check out my free training page: https://derekrydall.com/free-trainings Get a copy of my best-selling book, EMERGENCE, and $1791 in huge bonuses! https://myemergencebook.com Get a copy of my best-selling book, THE ABUNDANCE PROJECT and $891 in amazing bonuses! https://theabundanceprojectbook.com Subscribe to Podcast here, or subscribe in iTunes or Stitcher, via email or Android: https://derekrydall.com/subscribe-to-podcast