Check Yoself

There are those who are super saved got it all together and they just know they are the chosen ones, and then there are those who feel like they are doomed to burn in hell for all eternity and have a special place waiting for them there. And then there is the truth about ourselves when we have to face the reality that we are NOT perfect and never will be and in the same token we cant just accept that we are going to burst into flames for being next a good person or that our bad will rub off on them. We have all received a label and decided to slap it on and live it out without question, why do we accept the "truth" we all told by others when they don't know the truth about their own self. How to quiet the noise in your head? How to unlearn a life time of things that we know believe is who we are, when in fact more than likely is what our circumstances have made us become. Truly most of us don't even know who we are because most of us aren't aware of ourselves, for to know ourselves we must have self awareness. Sometimes though in the journey of learning and growing we start to feel like will I ever get there? but that is why enjoying the process is more important. The medium place is when you are saved, but you curse a little or maybe u just out of there when in fact you are one choice away towards heading in the right direction. Truly we are all in the medium place just in different sections. As someone who lives with bipolar disorder I am very familiar with a spectrum some of us have bipolar on steroids and other a more mellow calm one, but regardless of where we fall in that spectrum we all still have bipolar.