Cry It Out Loud: Navigating Infertility, Miscarriage, Stillbirth, Infant Loss & Pregnancy After Loss

Chasing the Rainbows

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Miscarriage. Stillbirth. Infertility. Infant loss. Pregnancy after loss. IVF. TTC. Recurrent miscarriage. If any of these words are your life, you found your people. Cry It Out Loud is the podcast of Chasing the Rainbows a 501(c)(3) nonprofit offering free daily support for pregnancy and baby loss, maternal mental health, and healing after infertility. Real stories. Expert voices. No filters. Whether you are a bereaved parent, grieving, trying again, or supporting someone who is this space is for you. Every loss matters. Every baby loss matters. Every journey matters. Chasingtherainbows.org

Recent Episodes

OCT 14, 2026
I Had a Miscarriage & Normalize It: Award-Winning Dr. Jessica Zucker on Miscarriage, Reproductive Grief & Silence Around Pregnancy Loss
What would change if we stopped whispering about miscarriage and started saying it out loud? Everything. And Dr. Jessica Zucker has spent her entire career proving it. In this extraordinary and deeply important episode of Cry It Out Loud, the podcast of Chasing the Rainbows, a 501(c)(3) national nonprofit supporting families through infertility, pregnancy loss, stillbirth, infant loss, and pregnancy after loss, we sit down with one of the most important voices in the country on reproductive grief, maternal mental health, and the cultural silence surrounding pregnancy loss. Dr. Jessica Zucker is a psychologist specializing in reproductive health, the author of two award winning books, I Had a Miscarriage and Normalize It, and has been featured in the New York Times, Harvard Business Review, the Washington Post, Vogue, and more. She has spent her career doing what the medical world and mainstream culture have consistently failed to do, taking miscarriage and pregnancy loss seriously as the profound, life altering grief that it is. But here is what makes this conversation different from anything you have heard before. Dr. Zucker is not speaking about this from the outside. She has lived it herself. In this episode Dr. Zucker shares: Her own personal miscarriage story and what it felt like to experience a loss she had been clinically trained to help others through The silence she encountered after her loss from medicine, from family, from society and why that silence is one of the most damaging things we do to grieving parents What inspired her to write I Had a Miscarriage and what she wanted every reader to feel when they picked it up What Normalize It is asking of individuals, medicine, and culture and why normalization is not the same as minimization The patterns she sees every single day in the therapy room with women navigating reproductive grief What grieving people actually need versus what they typically receive How unprocessed reproductive grief shows up in women’s lives sometimes years after their loss What partners, friends and family members can actually do to support someone after pregnancy loss The single biggest thing we as a culture get wrong about miscarriage What her own loss taught her that no degree or clinical training ever could This episode is for every person who has experienced a miscarriage or pregnancy loss and been handed silence when they needed so much more. For every woman who minimized her own grief because the world minimized it first. For everyone who has searched for the language, the permission, and the community to grieve out loud. Dr. Zucker gives all of that and more. Cry It Out Loud is the podcast of Chasing the Rainbows, a 501(c)(3) national nonprofit providing free daily support for infertility, miscarriage, recurrent pregnancy loss, stillbirth, infant loss, and pregnancy after loss. Because every family navigating this journey deserves more than silence. Every loss matters. Every voice matters.chasingtherainbows.orgdrjessicazucker.com
31 MIN
SEP 17, 2026
Madison Reign: Mrs. Alabama America 2025 Brianna Sistrunk on Stillbirth, Faith & Turning Grief Into Purpose
What does it look like to turn the most devastating loss of your life into a platform that reaches millions? In this extraordinary episode of Cry It Out Loud, we sit down with Brianna Sistrunk — Mrs. Alabama America 2025 — who has just turned in her crown after a year of using one of the most visible platforms in the state to advocate openly and honestly for women navigating pregnancy loss, stillbirth, and infant loss. In 2015, Brianna lost her daughter Madison Reign — born still at 19 weeks. She has also endured an ectopic pregnancy. Rather than grieve in silence, Brianna picked up a camera in 2016 and began sharing her story on YouTube — raw, honest, and unscripted. Ten years later, women are still finding those videos and reaching out to say the words that change everything — me too. In this episode Brianna shares: Life before Madison — and who she was before grief reshaped everything The stillbirth of Madison Reign at 19 weeks and the loss nobody prepares you for Navigating ectopic pregnancy and carrying multiple losses Faith, doubt, and finding Jesus Christ in the darkest season of life How a YouTube video series became a ten year lifeline for grieving mothers worldwide Using the Mrs. Alabama America 2025 platform to advocate for stillbirth awareness and pregnancy loss What bereaved mothers need that the world is not giving them The legacy of Madison Reign — and what it means to carry her forward This episode is for every mother who has lost a baby and wondered if anyone would ever understand. For every woman who has grieved in silence because she didn't know where to turn. And for everyone who has ever asked whether their pain could ever become something that helps someone else. The answer is yes. Brianna's life is proof. Cry It Out Loud is hosted by Chasing the Rainbows, a 501(c)(3) national nonprofit providing free daily support for infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, and pregnancy after loss. Every loss matters. Every mother matters. Every baby loss matters. chasingtherainbows.org
37 MIN
AUG 20, 2026
She Was the Missing Piece: Jamilah Robinson on Miscarriage, Grief & Finding Your People After Loss
What happens when you experience a miscarriage and the world expects you to just move on? In this powerful episode of Cry It Out Loud, we sit down with Jamilah Robinson, an entrepreneur, woman of faith, and co-founder of Missing Pieces Support Group in Houston, Texas, who experienced two miscarriages in 2018 and spent months grieving in silence, not knowing where to turn or who to tell. Jamilah opens up about the emotional and mental health weight of pregnancy loss that nobody prepares you for. The grief you carry publicly, the grief you perform your way through, and the moment she stopped suffering alone and found her people. She shares how faith carried her through the darkest season of her life, how her rainbow baby Lacy Olivia became her family's living promise, and how her own pain became the roadmap for thousands of other women who needed someone to say — me too. In this episode we cover: The emotional and mental health reality of miscarriage and pregnancy loss Suffering in silence — what grief actually feels like when no one talks about it Faith, anger, and finding God in the middle of devastating loss Rainbow baby journeys — the beauty and the complicated feelings that come with them How trauma can be repurposed into purpose for others Why community and peer support are critical after pregnancy and infant loss What bereaved mothers actually need from the people around them Whether you are navigating infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, or pregnancy after loss or supporting someone who is this episode will meet you exactly where you are. Cry It Out Loud is hosted by Chasing the Rainbows, a 501(c)(3) national nonprofit providing free daily support for infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, pregnancy after loss, and maternal mental health. Our programs serve thousands of bereaved parents nationwide through peer support, community, education, and advocacy at no cost to the families we serve. Every loss matters. Every family deserves support. chasingtherainbows.org
34 MIN
JUL 16, 2026
How We Stayed Together After Stillbirth: Grieving as a Couple, Honoring Ellory & Finding Purpose After Baby Loss
How does a marriage survive the unimaginable after the stillbirth of a baby? In this deeply moving episode of Cry It Out Loud, Celeste and Hannes Ringoot share the story of their daughter, Ellory, who was stillborn just eight months ago. Together, they open their hearts about falling in love, dreaming of becoming parents, and the heartbreaking day everything changed. But this conversation is about more than loss. It's about how two people grieve differently while choosing to stay connected. It's about protecting a relationship through unimaginable heartbreak, learning to love each other in new ways, and discovering that grief and hope can exist side by side. Since Ellory's passing, Celeste and Hannes have transformed their grief into purpose by completing monthly running challenges and marathons around the world to raise awareness for stillbirth, pregnancy loss, and infant loss ensuring that Ellory's life continues to make an impact. In this episode, we explore: Life before stillbirth and dreaming of becoming parents The emotional impact of stillbirth on a marriage and relationship How husbands and wives often grieve differently after losing a baby Communication, intimacy, and staying connected after baby loss Turning heartbreak into advocacy through running and awareness Honoring a baby's legacy after stillbirth Finding hope, healing, and purpose after pregnancy and infant loss Whether you have experienced miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, pregnancy loss, or are supporting someone who has, this episode is a powerful reminder that grief doesn't end love—it transforms it. Hosted by Chasing the Rainbows, a national 501(c)(3) nonprofit providing free daily support for families navigating infertility, miscarriage, pregnancy loss, stillbirth, infant loss, and pregnancy after loss. Because every baby deserves to be remembered. Because every parent deserves to be supported. Because Every Loss Matters. Find support, volunteer, donate, or learn more at chasingtherainbows.org.
44 MIN