(148) Growth Still Gets Zero Stars (SOLO EP)

It’s been over a year since I’ve done a solo episode, so apparently we have some catching up to do. Like you all asked: it’s just me, a microphone, your questions, and the usual inability to stay on topic. I’m talking about the last year of my life: grief, relationships ending and beginning, finally getting out of survival mode, the uncomfortable amount of growth that happened somewhere in between, and why I almost walked away from HME entirely. Then we get into your questions: protecting parts of your life when you share so much publicly, imposter syndrome as the pod grows, rebuilding my relationship with self-worth, what I’d tell the version of me who never thought she’d make it this far, and, naturally, forcing me to choose between Dayseeker and Bilmuri (which was incredibly rude). A lot has changed. Somehow, I think I actually like who I’m becoming. Growth still gets zero stars, though.