<p>I know I may be dramatic but I dread feeling happy these last few months. Happy feeling have become a warning sign to my brain, that I have to be prepared that something bad or sad is coming next. I don't know how to cope with that but it's annoying at this point. </p>
<p>In this episode, I dive into the 2 events in my life that I think made come to this point. </p>
