Reading the Community Bible Study Lesson 4 Commentary
3 weeks ago, God reminded me about my habits before: Tuesday Prayer and Bible Study on the Monday, 3 days before my 40th Birthday. I was reluctant and had so many reasons not to. Since February 5, my last day at work to heal from my Psoriasis, I haven't had this urge so despite my doubts, my not-in-top shape health, my upcoming birthday and certificate of professional education finals, I obeyed, with apprehensions. "What now, Lord?" was in my mind the whole time. On the 1st day, God floored me because of the message from the prayer and the topic of the Bible Study. They had just started on the 1st Lesson of Isaiah and the word "Here Am I. Send Me!" made me teary-eyed. It wasn't a random call. I had to be there. It's been 3 Tuesdays since and to be honest, I didn't really want to write or talk about it until this 3AM moment which opened with just me reading the lesson commentary.