Send us a textWhat's the difference between helping and voyeurism? Between witnessing and exploiting? These are the uncomfortable questions that nearly made Bayle Conrad quit her Master of Public Health program.In this first part of our two-part conversation, Bayle takes us from her childhood in Spokane—struggling with debilitating anxiety that made her hyper-aware of power and agency—through her undergraduate years at the University of Washington, where she learned to view global health through a critical lens.The pivotal moment came during a summer internship in Kibera, one of Nairobi's largest informal settlements. Tasked with escorting donors on "slum tours," Bayle found herself asking: What makes me different from them? What right do I have to be here? These questions led her to write an essay titled "The Voyeurism of Global Health" and to nearly abandon her career path entirely.This episode explores the ethical tensions inherent in cross-cultural work, the journey from crippling self-doubt to self-awareness, and why some questions are more valuable when left unresolved.Topics covered:Growing up with undiagnosed anxiety disorderFinding mental health support in collegeLearning critical perspectives on international developmentWorking in Kibera's informal settlementPower dynamics in global health workThe ethics of international developmentThe link to Bayle Conrad's essay can be found here at the following link (pages 38-39 as listed in the pdf, or 60-61 using search tab):https://courses.edx.org/asset-v1:BUx+GlobalHealthX+3T2018+type@asset+block/ReflectionGlobalHealthPart1.pdfPerfect for: Pre-health students, public health professionals, anyone working across cultures, and those navigating anxiety while pursuing meaningful work.Visit EthnoMed.org for additional resources. Follow us on YouTube and Instagram @EthnoMedUW