<description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;A former pastor who once built a church for men finds himself unraveling under the weight of addiction, infidelity, and a faith that no longer holds, and what follows is not a collapse but a return to something truer as &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="thesacredgrit.com" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);"&gt;Jason Lyle&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt; walks through the wilderness of grief, shame, and near self-destruction to rebuild a life rooted in honesty, curiosity, and self-love. In the quiet of the mountains and the discipline of daily practices like breathwork, meditation, and cold exposure, he begins to understand that healing is not about fixing what is broken but about shedding what was never real, reconnecting the mind and body through nervous system regulation, and learning how to create space between impulse and action. What emerges is a different kind of strength, one that invites men to face their pain without armor, to regulate rather than react, and to discover that the path forward is not about becoming someone new but about returning to who they have always been beneath the noise, the habits, and the hurt.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;IN THIS EPISODE, YOU’LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;How Jason’s life unraveled through addiction, infidelity, and a crisis of faith, and what it took to rebuild from the ground up.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Why grief, when faced honestly, can become a powerful teacher rather than something that destroys us.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;How nervous system dysregulation drives impulsive behavior and the patterns we struggle to break.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The connection between trauma, the body, and decision-making, and why change requires more than just willpower.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;How practices like breathwork, meditation, yoga, and cold exposure help reconnect the mind and body.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;What it means to create space between thought and action, and how that space can transform a life.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Why many men struggle with emotional regulation and how learning self-love becomes the foundation for healing.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;How daily, consistent practices matter more than intensity when it comes to lasting transformation.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The role of wilderness, solitude, and community in rebuilding identity and finding meaning.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Why true healing is less about becoming someone new and more about returning to your truest self.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;WATCH ON YOUTUBE: &lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u72I2a14Y3k&amp;amp;list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u72I2a14Y3k&amp;amp;list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;✨ Grief and Rebirth listeners — this is for you ✨&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;Jason is offering a free 30-minute Sacred Grit Discovery Call—a supportive space to explore where you are in your healing journey and how nervous-system-based spiritual practices can help you reconnect with peace, purpose, and faith.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;Book your spot at&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.thesacredgrit.com/call" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);"&gt; www.thesacredgrit.com/call&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt; and use the code REBIRTH 💛&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(31, 31, 31);"&gt;---&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;✨ Grief &amp;amp; Rebirth: Healing Resources &amp;amp; Tools ✨&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;🎧 Irene's Books (Including a Free Audiobook!)&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;They Serve Bagels in Heaven—Irene’s heartfelt story of love and life beyond.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Listen Free on Audible as a First Time User: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://amzn.to/4dG4l4w" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://amzn.to/4dG4l4w&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Get the Paperback or Hard copy: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://amzn.to/3XrE995" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://amzn.to/3XrE995&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;📚 Embrace Life’s Third Chapter&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Good to the Last Drop—A powerful anthology on aging with purpose: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://amzn.to/3VJgEa5" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://amzn.to/3VJgEa5&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;🛍️ Healing &amp;amp; Self-Care Picks&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Curated books and essentials from Irene: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://kit.co/GriefandRebirth" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://kit.co/GriefandRebirth&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;📚 Grief &amp;amp; Rebirth Bookshop&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Books by podcast guests for healing &amp;amp; wisdom: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://bookshop.org/shop/griefandrebirth" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://bookshop.org/shop/griefandrebirth&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;🎙️ Podcast &amp;amp; Community&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Inspiring stories of transformation on the Grief and Rebirth website: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://griefandrebirth.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://griefandrebirth.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;📱 Stay Connected&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Subscribe to Grief and Rebirth on YouTube: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOSDru2EU1djRZaZxxFkMig?sub_confirmation=1" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOSDru2EU1djRZaZxxFkMig?sub_confirmation=1&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Instagram: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.instagram.com/irenesweinberg" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://www.instagram.com/irenesweinberg&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Facebook: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.facebook.com/IreneSWeinberg" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://www.facebook.com/IreneSWeinberg&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;TikTok: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.tiktok.com/@irenesweinberg" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://www.tiktok.com/@irenesweinberg&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;🎥 Irene’s Spiritual Awakening Story&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Watch how the podcast began: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0mJWKfg5PM" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0mJWKfg5PM&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;🎙️ Be a Podcast Guest&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Have a story or healing work to share?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Apply Here: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://ireneweinberg.com/be-on-the-podcast/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://ireneweinberg.com/be-on-the-podcast/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;📰 Newsletter&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Get updates, tips, and new episodes by signing up to the Grief and Rebirth Substack: &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://substack.com/@griefandrebirth" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://substack.com/@griefandrebirth&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>

Grief and Rebirth: Finding the Joy in Life

Irene Weinberg

I Lost Myself to Addiction and Pain Then Rebuilt a Life with Meaning

APR 22, 202643 MIN
Grief and Rebirth: Finding the Joy in Life

I Lost Myself to Addiction and Pain Then Rebuilt a Life with Meaning

APR 22, 202643 MIN

Description

<p><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">A former pastor who once built a church for men finds himself unraveling under the weight of addiction, infidelity, and a faith that no longer holds, and what follows is not a collapse but a return to something truer as </span><a href="thesacredgrit.com" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);">Jason Lyle</a><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> walks through the wilderness of grief, shame, and near self-destruction to rebuild a life rooted in honesty, curiosity, and self-love. In the quiet of the mountains and the discipline of daily practices like breathwork, meditation, and cold exposure, he begins to understand that healing is not about fixing what is broken but about shedding what was never real, reconnecting the mind and body through nervous system regulation, and learning how to create space between impulse and action. What emerges is a different kind of strength, one that invites men to face their pain without armor, to regulate rather than react, and to discover that the path forward is not about becoming someone new but about returning to who they have always been beneath the noise, the habits, and the hurt.</span></p><p><br></p><p>IN THIS EPISODE, YOU’LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:</p><ul><li>How Jason’s life unraveled through addiction, infidelity, and a crisis of faith, and what it took to rebuild from the ground up.</li><li>Why grief, when faced honestly, can become a powerful teacher rather than something that destroys us.</li><li>How nervous system dysregulation drives impulsive behavior and the patterns we struggle to break.</li><li>The connection between trauma, the body, and decision-making, and why change requires more than just willpower.</li><li>How practices like breathwork, meditation, yoga, and cold exposure help reconnect the mind and body.</li><li>What it means to create space between thought and action, and how that space can transform a life.</li><li>Why many men struggle with emotional regulation and how learning self-love becomes the foundation for healing.</li><li>How daily, consistent practices matter more than intensity when it comes to lasting transformation.</li><li>The role of wilderness, solitude, and community in rebuilding identity and finding meaning.</li><li>Why true healing is less about becoming someone new and more about returning to your truest self.</li></ul><p><br></p><p>WATCH ON YOUTUBE: <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u72I2a14Y3k&amp;list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u72I2a14Y3k&amp;list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh</a></p><p><br></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">✨ Grief and Rebirth listeners — this is for you ✨</span></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">&nbsp;</span></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Jason is offering a free 30-minute Sacred Grit Discovery Call—a supportive space to explore where you are in your healing journey and how nervous-system-based spiritual practices can help you reconnect with peace, purpose, and faith.</span></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">&nbsp;</span></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Book your spot at</span><a href="http://www.thesacredgrit.com/call" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);"> www.thesacredgrit.com/call</a><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> and use the code REBIRTH 💛</span></p><p><span style="color: rgb(31, 31, 31);">---</span></p><p><br></p><p><strong>✨ Grief &amp; Rebirth: Healing Resources &amp; Tools ✨</strong></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🎧 Irene's Books (Including a Free Audiobook!)</strong></p><p><strong>They Serve Bagels in Heaven—Irene’s heartfelt story of love and life beyond.</strong></p><p><strong>Listen Free on Audible as a First Time User: </strong><a href="https://amzn.to/4dG4l4w" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://amzn.to/4dG4l4w</a></p><p><strong>Get the Paperback or Hard copy: </strong><a href="https://amzn.to/3XrE995" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://amzn.to/3XrE995</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>📚 Embrace Life’s Third Chapter</strong></p><p><strong>Good to the Last Drop—A powerful anthology on aging with purpose: </strong><a href="https://amzn.to/3VJgEa5" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://amzn.to/3VJgEa5</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🛍️ Healing &amp; Self-Care Picks</strong></p><p><strong>Curated books and essentials from Irene: </strong><a href="https://kit.co/GriefandRebirth" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://kit.co/GriefandRebirth</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>📚 Grief &amp; Rebirth Bookshop</strong></p><p><strong>Books by podcast guests for healing &amp; wisdom: </strong><a href="https://bookshop.org/shop/griefandrebirth" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://bookshop.org/shop/griefandrebirth</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🎙️ Podcast &amp; Community</strong></p><p><strong>Inspiring stories of transformation on the Grief and Rebirth website: </strong><a href="https://griefandrebirth.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://griefandrebirth.com</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>📱 Stay Connected</strong></p><p><strong>Subscribe to Grief and Rebirth on YouTube: </strong><a href="https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOSDru2EU1djRZaZxxFkMig?sub_confirmation=1" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOSDru2EU1djRZaZxxFkMig?sub_confirmation=1</a></p><p><strong>Instagram: </strong><a href="https://www.instagram.com/irenesweinberg" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/irenesweinberg</a></p><p><strong>Facebook: </strong><a href="https://www.facebook.com/IreneSWeinberg" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.facebook.com/IreneSWeinberg</a></p><p><strong>TikTok: </strong><a href="https://www.tiktok.com/@irenesweinberg" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.tiktok.com/@irenesweinberg</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🎥 Irene’s Spiritual Awakening Story</strong></p><p><strong>Watch how the podcast began: </strong><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0mJWKfg5PM" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0mJWKfg5PM</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🎙️ Be a Podcast Guest</strong></p><p><strong>Have a story or healing work to share?</strong></p><p><strong>Apply Here: </strong><a href="https://ireneweinberg.com/be-on-the-podcast/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://ireneweinberg.com/be-on-the-podcast/</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>📰 Newsletter</strong></p><p><strong>Get updates, tips, and new episodes by signing up to the Grief and Rebirth Substack: </strong><a href="https://substack.com/@griefandrebirth" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://substack.com/@griefandrebirth</a></p><p><br></p>