<description>&lt;p&gt;Murder became the devastating catalyst that set this entire journey into motion&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;. Guest &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.jackiesuzanne.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);"&gt;Jackie Rubio&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;, author of &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="https://amzn.to/3NTvtpG" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;em&gt;From Murder to Messages: A Mother’s Journey Through Darkness to Light After Tragic Loss&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;, joins the show to recount her harrowing journey through the murder of her son, Devin, and the systemic failures that followed. A recovering alcoholic who navigated years of childhood trauma and addiction, Jackie transformed her unimaginable grief into a lifeline of service through Reiki, quantum healing, and automatic writing. By sharing the unmistakable signs and channeled messages she received from Devin, she offers a fierce, authentic testament to the fact that love does not vanish when life becomes unbearable. Her story stands as powerful proof that even when a soul is shattered by betrayal and loss, it is possible to rise again with a renewed connection to a light that transcends the hurt.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;IN THIS EPISODE, YOU’LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent;"&gt;How a mother navigated the devastating tragedy of her son’s murder and the subsequent loss of contact with her grandson.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent;"&gt;The role of the church and external stability in the life of a young man growing up in a chaotic home.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent;"&gt;How systemic legal failures and mental health struggles can complicate custody battles and lead to violent outcomes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent;"&gt;The use of spiritual modalities like Reiki and quantum healing to provide peace during the "pure hell" of deep grief.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent;"&gt;The process of rebuilding a relationship with a child through sobriety and the healing that continues after they have passed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent;"&gt;The concept of automatic writing as a tool for receiving channeled messages and guidance from the other side.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;WATCH ON YOUTUBE: &lt;a href="https://youtu.be/Ag2N9uvDx9s?list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://youtu.be/Ag2N9uvDx9s?list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;📘 Discover Jackie Rubio’s powerful story, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;em style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;From Murder to Messages: A Mother’s Journey Through Darkness to Light After Tragic Loss,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt; and explore how she found meaning, healing, and connection beyond unimaginable loss 💔✨&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;👉&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="https://amzn.to/3NTvtpG" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);"&gt; https://amzn.to/3NTvtpG&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt; or&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="https://bookshop.org/a/93249/9781962582216" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);"&gt; https://bookshop.org/a/93249/9781962582216&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(31, 31, 31);"&gt;---&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;✨ Grief &amp;amp; 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Grief and Rebirth: Finding the Joy in Life

Irene Weinberg

I Thought My Son’s Murder Was the End Until Signs Began to Come

MAY 6, 202649 MIN
Grief and Rebirth: Finding the Joy in Life

I Thought My Son’s Murder Was the End Until Signs Began to Come

MAY 6, 202649 MIN

Description

<p>Murder became the devastating catalyst that set this entire journey into motion<span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">. Guest </span><a href="http://www.jackiesuzanne.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);">Jackie Rubio</a><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">, author of </span><a href="https://amzn.to/3NTvtpG" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><em>From Murder to Messages: A Mother’s Journey Through Darkness to Light After Tragic Loss</em></a><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">, joins the show to recount her harrowing journey through the murder of her son, Devin, and the systemic failures that followed. A recovering alcoholic who navigated years of childhood trauma and addiction, Jackie transformed her unimaginable grief into a lifeline of service through Reiki, quantum healing, and automatic writing. By sharing the unmistakable signs and channeled messages she received from Devin, she offers a fierce, authentic testament to the fact that love does not vanish when life becomes unbearable. Her story stands as powerful proof that even when a soul is shattered by betrayal and loss, it is possible to rise again with a renewed connection to a light that transcends the hurt.</span></p><p><br></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">IN THIS EPISODE, YOU’LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:</span></p><ul><li><span style="background-color: transparent;">How a mother navigated the devastating tragedy of her son’s murder and the subsequent loss of contact with her grandson.</span></li><li><span style="background-color: transparent;">The role of the church and external stability in the life of a young man growing up in a chaotic home.</span></li><li><span style="background-color: transparent;">How systemic legal failures and mental health struggles can complicate custody battles and lead to violent outcomes.</span></li><li><span style="background-color: transparent;">The use of spiritual modalities like Reiki and quantum healing to provide peace during the "pure hell" of deep grief.</span></li><li><span style="background-color: transparent;">The process of rebuilding a relationship with a child through sobriety and the healing that continues after they have passed.</span></li><li><span style="background-color: transparent;">The concept of automatic writing as a tool for receiving channeled messages and guidance from the other side.</span></li></ul><p><br></p><p>WATCH ON YOUTUBE: <a href="https://youtu.be/Ag2N9uvDx9s?list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://youtu.be/Ag2N9uvDx9s?list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh</a></p><p><br></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">📘 Discover Jackie Rubio’s powerful story, </span><em style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">From Murder to Messages: A Mother’s Journey Through Darkness to Light After Tragic Loss,</em><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> and explore how she found meaning, healing, and connection beyond unimaginable loss 💔✨</span></p><p><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">👉</span><a href="https://amzn.to/3NTvtpG" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);"> https://amzn.to/3NTvtpG</a><span style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> or</span><a href="https://bookshop.org/a/93249/9781962582216" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank" style="background-color: transparent; color: rgb(17, 85, 204);"> https://bookshop.org/a/93249/9781962582216</a></p><p><span style="color: rgb(31, 31, 31);">---</span></p><p><br></p><p><strong>✨ Grief &amp; 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