<description>&lt;p&gt;Discover this powerful story of a woman who reconciled the complexities of her Jewish faith with unconventional life choices, survived an abusive marriage, and reclaimed her life on her own terms. Alla Kaplan, a writer, podcaster, and host of “&lt;a href="https://thejewishstripper.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;The Jewish Stripper: Raw and Real&lt;/a&gt;,” joins the conversation to share her journey as a legacy breaker, opening up about her communist Russian childhood, surviving domestic abuse in an abusive marriage, and confronting her battle with bipolar disorder and substance abuse. Alla shares the remarkable strength it took to break free from cycles of self-destructive behavior, demonstrating how she turned pain into purpose to inspire and empower others seeking their own path to freedom.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;IN THIS EPISODE, YOU’LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Immigrating from communist Russia in the 70s to the United States as a child, the culture shock of American life, and the struggle to find her Jewish identity.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The lack of exposure to healthy relationships in childhood, leading to an unconscious attraction to and marriage with an abusive, narcissistic man.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;How an abusive partner can “groom” someone into stripping, and the internal struggle and body comparison within the strip club environment.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The profound turning point to leave the abusive marriage after a life-threatening physical assault, which stripped away fear and necessitated a choice for survival.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The path of self-medication with drugs and alcohol, having a nervous breakdown, seeking therapy, and receiving a diagnosis of bipolar disorder.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The vital realization of needing to break free from codependent relationships to discover a sense of self-worth and identity: “Who am I by myself? Or that I’m enough by myself.”&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Candid discussion on the heavy stigma and misconceptions surrounding the stripping industry, and the decision to live authentically in her truth, regardless of judgment.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The personal reconciliation of Jewish faith and a past life as a stripper, asserting that one’s faith and identity are separate from their profession.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;WATCH ON YOUTUBE: Stripping, Judaism, and Survival Inside an Abusive Marriage: &lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvK8ZSoiTIU&amp;amp;list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"&gt;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvK8ZSoiTIU&amp;amp;list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(31, 31, 31);"&gt;---&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;✨ Grief &amp;amp; Rebirth: Healing Resources &amp;amp; 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Grief and Rebirth: Finding the Joy in Life

Irene Weinberg

Stripping, Judaism, and Survival Inside an Abusive Marriage

FEB 4, 202674 MIN
Grief and Rebirth: Finding the Joy in Life

Stripping, Judaism, and Survival Inside an Abusive Marriage

FEB 4, 202674 MIN

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<p>Discover this powerful story of a woman who reconciled the complexities of her Jewish faith with unconventional life choices, survived an abusive marriage, and reclaimed her life on her own terms. Alla Kaplan, a writer, podcaster, and host of “<a href="https://thejewishstripper.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">The Jewish Stripper: Raw and Real</a>,” joins the conversation to share her journey as a legacy breaker, opening up about her communist Russian childhood, surviving domestic abuse in an abusive marriage, and confronting her battle with bipolar disorder and substance abuse. Alla shares the remarkable strength it took to break free from cycles of self-destructive behavior, demonstrating how she turned pain into purpose to inspire and empower others seeking their own path to freedom.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>IN THIS EPISODE, YOU’LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:</strong></p><ul><li>Immigrating from communist Russia in the 70s to the United States as a child, the culture shock of American life, and the struggle to find her Jewish identity.</li><li>The lack of exposure to healthy relationships in childhood, leading to an unconscious attraction to and marriage with an abusive, narcissistic man.</li><li>How an abusive partner can “groom” someone into stripping, and the internal struggle and body comparison within the strip club environment.</li><li>The profound turning point to leave the abusive marriage after a life-threatening physical assault, which stripped away fear and necessitated a choice for survival.</li><li>The path of self-medication with drugs and alcohol, having a nervous breakdown, seeking therapy, and receiving a diagnosis of bipolar disorder.</li><li>The vital realization of needing to break free from codependent relationships to discover a sense of self-worth and identity: “Who am I by myself? Or that I’m enough by myself.”</li><li>Candid discussion on the heavy stigma and misconceptions surrounding the stripping industry, and the decision to live authentically in her truth, regardless of judgment.</li><li>The personal reconciliation of Jewish faith and a past life as a stripper, asserting that one’s faith and identity are separate from their profession.</li></ul><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>WATCH ON YOUTUBE: Stripping, Judaism, and Survival Inside an Abusive Marriage: <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvK8ZSoiTIU&amp;list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvK8ZSoiTIU&amp;list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh</a></p><p><br></p><p><span style="color: rgb(31, 31, 31);">---</span></p><p><br></p><p><strong>✨ Grief &amp; Rebirth: Healing Resources &amp; Tools ✨</strong></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🎧 Irene's Books (Including a Free Audiobook!)</strong></p><p><strong>They Serve Bagels in Heaven—Irene’s heartfelt story of love and life beyond.</strong></p><p><strong>Listen Free on Audible as a First Time User: </strong><a href="https://amzn.to/4dG4l4w" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://amzn.to/4dG4l4w</a></p><p><strong>Get the Paperback or Hard copy: </strong><a href="https://amzn.to/3XrE995" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://amzn.to/3XrE995</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>📚 Embrace Life’s Third Chapter</strong></p><p><strong>Good to the Last Drop—A powerful anthology on aging with purpose: </strong><a href="https://amzn.to/3VJgEa5" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://amzn.to/3VJgEa5</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🛍️ Healing &amp; Self-Care Picks</strong></p><p><strong>Curated books and essentials from Irene: </strong><a href="https://kit.co/GriefandRebirth" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://kit.co/GriefandRebirth</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>📚 Grief &amp; Rebirth Bookshop</strong></p><p><strong>Books by podcast guests for healing &amp; wisdom: </strong><a href="https://bookshop.org/shop/griefandrebirth" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://bookshop.org/shop/griefandrebirth</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🎙️ Podcast &amp; Community</strong></p><p><strong>Inspiring stories of transformation on the Grief and Rebirth website: </strong><a href="https://griefandrebirth.com/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://griefandrebirth.com</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>📱 Stay Connected</strong></p><p><strong>Subscribe to Grief and Rebirth on YouTube: </strong><a href="https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOSDru2EU1djRZaZxxFkMig?sub_confirmation=1" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOSDru2EU1djRZaZxxFkMig?sub_confirmation=1</a></p><p><strong>Instagram: </strong><a href="https://www.instagram.com/irenesweinberg" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/irenesweinberg</a></p><p><strong>Facebook: </strong><a href="https://www.facebook.com/IreneSWeinberg" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.facebook.com/IreneSWeinberg</a></p><p><strong>TikTok: </strong><a href="https://www.tiktok.com/@irenesweinberg" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.tiktok.com/@irenesweinberg</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🎥 Irene’s Spiritual Awakening Story</strong></p><p><strong>Watch how the podcast began: </strong><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0mJWKfg5PM" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0mJWKfg5PM</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>🎙️ Be a Podcast Guest</strong></p><p><strong>Have a story or healing work to share?</strong></p><p><strong>Apply Here: </strong><a href="https://ireneweinberg.com/be-on-the-podcast/" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://ireneweinberg.com/be-on-the-podcast/</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>📰 Newsletter</strong></p><p><strong>Get updates, tips, and new episodes by signing up to the Grief and Rebirth Substack: </strong><a href="https://substack.com/@griefandrebirth" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://substack.com/@griefandrebirth</a></p><p><br></p><p><strong>💖 Affiliate Disclaimer</strong></p><p><em>Some links may earn us a commission. 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