What happens when you finally live the “travel forever to find yourself” dream — and realise you were actually running from family, children, and settling down?In this raw, expansive conversation, Hamaima (founder of Mission on Earth) explores why long-term travel can flip deeply held beliefs about identity, freedom, family, and belonging.We dive into how childhood trauma shapes spiritual identity, why many conscious people feel resistance toward having children, and how ideas like starseeds, indigo and crystal children, and volunteer souls attempt to explain the lifelong feeling of not belonging.The conversation weaves through spirituality, science, technology, and human connection — questioning whether awakening means leaving life behind, or finally learning how to live fully within it.This episode is for anyone who has ever felt different, out of place, or torn between freedom and grounding — and wondered whether family, commitment, and human connection are limitations… or initiations.🔥 In this episode, we explore:Why long-term travel can expose avoidance, not freedomHow childhood trauma shapes fear around family and childrenWhy many spiritual people resist settling downStarseeds, indigo, crystal children & volunteer souls explainedThe link between technology, AI, and human consciousnessScience catching up with spiritual concepts (quantum entanglement)Learning basic human connection after feeling “different” for lifeIf you’ve ever felt like you don’t belong on this planet, this conversation may feel like coming home.Watch the episode on YouTube:YouTube.com/yeskingoliverConnect & explore more:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/yeskingoliverFREE course — Take Control: http://www.talkwitholiver.comFor healers, lightworkers & conscious travellers:Exchange healing services, connect with aligned people, plan journeys across Asia, list retreats, discover festivals, and share your work at👉 https://findmytribe.org🔔 Turn on notifications for new episodes every week💬 Comment below: What belief about freedom or family are you questioning right now?⏱️ TIMESTAMPS00:00 – The cliché that turned out to be true: traveling to “find yourself”02:20 – 6 weeks of travel shattered a 10-year belief about having kids05:40 – You take yourself with you: why geography doesn’t heal trauma07:10 – Why you can’t truly heal others (but you can plant seeds)10:20 – The Hundredth Monkey Effect & shared consciousness13:00 Send us a textAbout the Podcast This is a raw, unedited podcast exploring healing, self-awareness, emotional health, trauma recovery, consciousness, and personal growth. Conversations are unscripted and led by the moment, focusing on what it actually takes to live authentically in the modern world. Hosted by Oliver — who healed Tourette’s, ADHD, and OCD at 21 through lifestyle changes, meditation, and nervous system regulation — the podcast explores real-world healing beyond theory, labels, or surface-level spirituality. Each episode dives into topics such as childhood trauma, emotional triggers, inner child healing, mindfulness, mental health, identity, nervous system healing, breaking generational patterns, and building emotional resilience through honest conversations, lived experience, and practical insight. This podcast is for anyone seeking clarity, emotional freedom, and deeper self-understanding — without bypassing reality or pretending healing is simple.