Playing With Fire

Chances are, if you know one thing about conscious relating, it’s that communication is key. And if you’re good at communicating in monogamous relationships, you might think that those skills will easily transfer to polyamory. But even when you’re doing non-monogamy, there’s often a set of invisible monogamous scripts making things a lot harder without you even realizing it.This isn’t easy to spot, let alone navigate. When we leave monogamy, we leave behind all those default cultural scripts that (supposedly!) give us shared baseline understandings of what is normal and reasonable to expect in relationships. Except… often we haven’t actually left them behind. And constantly questioning whether or not these unspoken assumptions and cognitive shortcuts are running in the background of your communication can be exhausting. So if you’re finding communication in non-monogamy to be tiring and difficult for reasons you can’t easily identify, this one is for you.In this episode, we talk about:— Why many people who consider themselves "great communicators" struggle when they start doing non-monogamy— The invisible ways we rely on cultural scripts and shortcuts to make communication easier— How the brain conserves energy through defaults, and what happens when we step outside those defaults— The difference between implicit and explicit communication styles, and why mismatches can cause real pain— Why one partner might find all the processing nourishing while the other finds it exhausting— The myth that relationships should be "just fun" and why that can lead to avoiding necessary communication— How to reframe difficult conversations as part of the relationship rather than obstacles to it— Building capacity for hard conversations over time (it's like going to the gym!)— The power of using structured tools like Imago Dialogue and the apology and accountability ladder— Why preparing for conversations isn't unromantic—it's actually deeply caring— The role of regular check-ins in creating space for thoughtful, prepared communication— How new partners and metamours shift the entire relational field, even when you're not directly relating to them— Learning to tolerate that you won't know everything happening in your relational network— Growing your capacity to trust your partners' autonomy and their other relationships— Why transparency and privacy needs often conflict, and how to navigate that tension— The reality that we can't fully leave the monogamous script when it's embedded in everything around usResources mentioned in this episode:— Our Repair Skills Playlist— Episode 245: Check-Ins That Actually Work— Episode 243: Making Decisions TogetherJOIN The Year Of Opening® community for a full year of learning & supportLearn the 5 secrets to open your relationship the smart wayAre you ready to open your relationship happily? Find out at www.JoliQuiz.comGet the answers you want to create the open relationship of your dreams! Sign up for an Ask Me Anything hereMusic: Dance of Felt by ⁠Blue Dot Sessions

The phrase "we opened up too fast" comes up a lot in the conversations we have with people who are transitioning from monogamy to non-monogamy. But what does "too fast" even mean? And more importantly—too fast for whom?Here's the thing: once you've crossed certain thresholds in opening up, there's no going back to a state of unknowing. You can't unsee what you've seen or unknow what you've learned about yourself, your partner, and your relationship. This can feel scary, but it's also where some of the most profound growth happens.In this episode, we talk about:— Why "too fast" is really about thresholds, not speed— How foiled expectations drive so much of our dysregulation in the opening process— The difference between pacing that allows for skill-building versus holding so still that you never actually learn anything— Why differentiation work matters just as much (if not more) than the logistics of who you're dating— The power of imaginal work— How to recognize when you're objectifying potential partners (couples privilege on steroids) and why that's a sign that you might not be ready yet— The reality that monogamy skills don't all transfer to non-monogamy, but non-monogamy skills work everywhere— Why learning resilience and repair skills is more important than getting everything "right" the first time— The profound relief that comes from increased self-knowledge, even when relationships end— How educational community and mentorship can provide the support that makes all the differenceResources mentioned in this episode:— Our Neuro-Somatic Intelligence Essentials Playlist— Our Nervous System PlaylistJOIN The Year Of Opening® community for a full year of learning & supportLearn the 5 secrets to open your relationship the smart wayAre you ready to open your relationship happily? Find out at www.JoliQuiz.comGet the answers you want to create the open relationship of your dreams! Sign up for an Ask Me Anything hereMusic: Dance of Felt by ⁠Blue Dot Sessions

Regular relationship check-ins might sound boring (maybe even like homework), but here's the thing: they're not just maintenance, they're the architecture that holds everything together. Most people either skip them entirely, do them inconsistently, or turn them into overwhelming marathon sessions that feel more like crisis management than connection. And if you’re only having check-ins when there’s a problem, you might be training your body to dread a foundational part of healthy intimacy. That's exactly why we need to talk about this unglamorous but absolutely essential topic.In this episode, we talk about:— Why relationship check-ins are more than just meetings— The difference between relationship hygiene and crisis management— How to customize check-ins for your specific relationship phase, structure, and needs— The problem of relationship administration falling to one perso n, and how to share that labor more equitably— Why daily stand-ups worked for us during chaotic parenting years but monthly deep dives work better now— The different types of check-ins and their use cases— The critical importance of context and container— Why 2,700 texts don't replace an actual connective meeting— How to use check-ins as a way to feel pursued and seen, not just to solve problems— The power of parking lot items and knowing there's always another check-in coming— Practical tips to make check-ins smoother, easier, and more effective— The meta-conversation: checking in about how you check in— Why you need both scheduled check-ins and the flexibility for ad-hoc meetings when something's on fireResources mentioned in this episode:— The Multiamory Podcast's RADAR format for relationship check-ins— Episode 224: Relationship Anarchy with Dr. Nicole ThompsonJOIN The Year Of Opening® community for a full year of learning & supportLearn the 5 secrets to open your relationship the smart wayAre you ready to open your relationship happily? Find out at www.JoliQuiz.comGet the answers you want to create the open relationship of your dreams! Sign up for an Ask Me Anything hereMusic: Dance of Felt by ⁠Blue Dot Sessions

You decided to practice conscious non-monogamous relating, so you made well-thought-out, enthusiastic relationship agreements that reflect your values. And THEN, your partner actually goes on that date. Panic sets in, and those agreements are no match for what feels like a threat to your very survival.We call this attachment panic, and it’s what happens when jealousy activates our pre-verbal, survival-level attachment system. It’s not just an uncomfortable experience–when unchecked, these feelings can keep you stuck in a cycle of promising things to yourself and others that you can’t deliver.So what can you actually do about it? This isn’t just about ‘getting over it.’ We’re not dealing with states that we can reason our way through. That’s why we made this episode – we’re exploring why attachment panic happens, how it shows up, and what you can do to build your capacity, without white-knuckling your way through or abandoning your values entirely.In this episode, we talk about:— Why you can’t just think your way through attachment panic— The specific conditions that trigger attachment panic— How the fear of betrayal or abandonment can activate infantile survival strategies— The cycle of promising things you can't deliver, and how that creates shame spirals— How attachment panic shows up differently in different relationships— The difference between discomfort and panic, and why that distinction matters— Why transparency doesn't equal control, and how the illusion of control feeds panic— How to make smaller, more realistic agreements that match your actual nervous system capacity— The importance of the stories we tell ourselves— Why some people experience attachment panic around their partner dating but not around their own dating— How to reparent yourself through panic— Why relationships don't have to be comfortable to be meaningful— Practical strategies for building capacity— How earned secure attachment is built brick by brick through intentional practice— Why different relationships serve different purposes in our growthResources mentioned in this episode:— Episode 114: Non-monogamy is a psychological growth lab: Are you ready?— Episode 170: Jealousy & Attachment Panic— Episode 198: Why does jealousy freak out the nervous system?JOIN The Year Of Opening® community for a full year of learning & supportLearn the 5 secrets to open your relationship the smart wayAre you ready to open your relationship happily? Find out at www.JoliQuiz.comGet the answers you want to create the open relationship of your dreams! Sign up for an Ask Me Anything hereMusic: Dance of Felt by ⁠Blue Dot Sessions

Ever wonder why you and your partner keep having the same frustrating conversations about decisions, even after you've gone through the agreement-making process? Us too! We've discovered that the real issue often isn't what you're deciding, it's that you've never actually talked about how you make decisions together.When we're crafting relationship agreements, most of us jump straight into the content—what's allowed, what's not, schedules, boundaries—without ever discussing the decision-making framework itself. We assume everyone makes decisions "the normal way" (spoiler: there is no normal way), and this oversight can create serious friction, especially when you're navigating non-monogamy, co-parenting, or any relationship structure that involves multiple people with overlapping needs. That’s why these proactive conversations are so important.In this episode, we talk about:— The three decision-making modes and how to identify which one you're actually using— Why permission-based decision-making can accidentally parentify your partner (and how that undermines your own autonomy)— How notification-only approaches can leave you feeling heartless, even when your partner doesn't mind— The hidden ways we seek permission without consciously realizing it, and how that places unfair responsibility on others— Why veto and permission are essentially the same thing (just with different packaging)— How consultation can get stuck when one person withholds consensus as a control mechanism— The importance of understanding whether you're aiming for consensus or just input when you consult— Why different life domains (parenting, business, household management, romantic relationships) may require different decision-making strategies— How couples privilege and power imbalances show up in decision-making expectations— The critical difference between autonomy and individualism—and why self-sacrifice can actually be an individuated choice— Why we need to have meta-conversations about decision-making before we're under stress or facing deadlines— How childhood experiences and trauma histories shape our default decision-making patterns— The grief and loss that can result from making major life decisions (like buying a house together) without intentional conversation— Practical ways to slow down and create space for these conversations, even when life feels like it's moving too fast— Why differentiation and self-knowledge are essential before you can truly collaborate with othersResources mentioned in this episode:— Episode 149: Relationship Agreements 101JOIN The Year Of Opening® community for a full year of learning & supportLearn the 5 secrets to open your relationship the smart wayAre you ready to open your relationship happily? Find out at www.JoliQuiz.comGet the answers you want to create the open relationship of your dreams! Sign up for an Ask Me Anything hereMusic: Dance of Felt by ⁠Blue Dot Sessions