Summary:What does it feel like to put the uniform back on when your life at home has changed so much? In this episode of Dog Tag Diaries, Dakota Olsen-Harris returns to the show for an honest talk about getting ready for her third deployment, this time as a wife and mother of five. She shares how this season feels heavier in new ways, especially with a toddler at home and older kids she will be leaving for the first time for such a long stretch.Dakota opens up about guilt, fear, missing milestones, and the deep love behind those emotions. She also shares the steps she is taking to help her children stay connected, why counseling helped her, and how support from family, friends, church, and community can make a real difference for military families.In this episode, we cover:Dakota’s military path from enlisting in high school to becoming an officerHer first two deployments to Iraq and the UAEWhat it feels like to prepare for a third deployment to GermanyThe emotional weight of leaving as a mother of fiveHelping kids cope through FaceTime, games, and a deployment wallHer fear of being forgotten by her young daughterCreating keepsakes like a voice-recorded stuffed animalMissing birthdays, school events, and big family momentsReaching out for counseling and learning how to process guilt and fearAdvice for military moms and families facing deploymentThe role spouses, pets, and support systems play during long separationsLeading soldiers well while also caring about their families back homeNotable Quotes & Moments:“It hits you when you least expect it and when you do expect it.” [00:06:41]“I have this deep-seated fear of being forgotten.” [00:13:37]“I think there’s guilt and fear.” [00:20:18]“I need to be able to talk to someone else about what’s going on.” [00:22:37]“It’s okay to feel those heavy emotions because that’s truly a gift.” [00:23:51]Timestamps:00:02:45 - Dakota recaps her military journey and early service00:04:21 - What deployment feels like now as a wife and mother of five00:06:03 - The emotions that hit as deployment gets closer00:08:07 - Why she switched to public affairs and chose to see opportunity in this mission00:10:49 - Preparing the kids through games, FaceTime, and a deployment wall00:13:37 - Fear of being forgotten and making her daughter a voice-recorded Build-A-Bear00:16:44 - Missing milestones, birthdays, and everyday family moments00:20:18 - Guilt, fear, and getting counseling support00:23:35 - Dakota’s advice for military moms getting ready to deploy00:29:48 - The weight carried by spouses and partners at home00:33:40 - Leading soldiers with care and making sure families feel supportedDakota Olsen-Harris joined the military while still in high school, driven by a desire to see the world and build a future for herself. Over the years, she has served as an enlisted soldier, completed ROTC, became a combat engineer, deployed to Iraq and the United Arab Emirates, and later moved into public affairs. She is now preparing for her third deployment, this time to Germany.Along with her military service, Dakota is also a readjustment counselor at the Vet Center, a co-founder of the Reveille and Retreat Project, and a strong advocate for military women and families. In this season of life, she is serving while also carrying the very real emotions of being a present mother, wife, and leader. Her story is a reminder that strength and vulnerability can live side by side.Be sure to follow or subscribe to Dog Tag Diaries wherever you listen to podcasts.Learn more about the Reveille and Retreat Project: reveilleandretreatproject.orgInstagram: @reveilleandretreatprojectFacebook: Reveille and Retreat ProjectYou aren’t alone.If you’re thinking about hurting yourself or having thoughts of suicide, contact the Veteran crisis line: Dial 988 then press 1, chat online, or text 838255.