DJ Valerie B LOVE Podcast

In this episode, I share a deeply personal testimony about an unexpected spiritual turning point that reshaped how I understand faith, surrender, and God. After decades spent exploring New Age teachings, meditation, yoga, psychedelics, manifestation, and self-styled spiritual practices, I describe the experiences that led me to accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I talk about the inner reckoning that followed, the humility of re-examining long-held beliefs, and the challenge of letting go of practices and symbols that no longer aligned with where I felt God was leading me. I also reflect on spiritual deception, obedience, repentance, free will, and why I now see Christianity—especially through Scripture and my ongoing exploration of Orthodox, Catholic, and Protestant traditions—as the clearest framework for truth. Along the way, I connect this transformation to my broader mission of helping people move toward love, while sharing how I’m reworking my creative projects and teachings through this new lens of faith, discernment, and devotion to Jesus. ✝️ Get the 11x LOVE Masterclass for FREE https://djvalerieblove.com/11xlove ~ Join the LOVE Tribe for FREE! https://djvalerieblove.com/community ~ Thank You for Supporting the LOVE Mission! https://djvalerieblove.com/donate ~ SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@djvalerieblove WEBSITE: https://djvalerieblove.com/podcast FOUNTAIN.FM: https://fountain.fm/show/761jhxFiibErm7eZZdlt APPLE: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/dj-valerie-b-love-podcast/id1441540841 SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/6kZfzFZ3wKmWiljDajrJZ5?si=a9433473b06f464b RSS: https://serve.podhome.fm/rss/4996bcea-e098-5a89-ac63-af7a3df7cb5d ~ FOLLOW DJ Valerie X: https://x.com/djvalerieblove NOSTR: https://primal.net/djvalerieblove FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/djValerieBLove INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/djvalerieblove/ LINKEDIN: https://www.linkedin.com/in/dj-valerie-b-love/ (00:31) Opening prayer and an unexpected testimony (01:43) From spiritual seeker to accepting Jesus (05:52) New Age practices and a life of seeking (08:50) The bedroom encounter and the name of Jesus (12:01) Gregorian chants and the message it is time (14:50) Throwing out spiritual items and starting over (18:48) Why she now believes Christianity is true (23:42) Warnings about demons occult doors and deception (33:31) Obedience humility and learning to trust God (42:03) What comes next and a closing prayer Bible Gateway: https://www.biblegateway.com/ The Holy See (Vatican): https://www.vatican.va/content/vatican/en.html Orthodox Church in America: https://www.oca.org/about

In this episode, I share a very personal update on my spiritual journey and why I’m reevaluating my decades-long relationship with psychedelics. While I talk openly about the profound healing I’ve experienced through ibogaine—especially around trauma, relapse, and addiction recovery—I also wrestle with a new and much deeper concern: the spiritual consequences of opening doors that I may not fully understand. I explain why I now see this as a conversation that requires humility, discernment, and far more investigation than many of us have been willing to give it. I also reflect on the tension between psychedelic transformation and spiritual vulnerability, including my questions about demonic entity attachments, altered states, and what real protection and integration should look like for people seeking healing. Rather than telling anyone what to do, I’m inviting listeners to get curious, think more soberly about these practices, and keep the conversation going with pastors, priests, practitioners, and people with firsthand experience—especially as I continue supporting clients through ibogaine preparation and integration. ✝️ Get the 11x LOVE Masterclass for FREE https://djvalerieblove.com/11xlove ~ Join the LOVE Tribe for FREE! https://djvalerieblove.com/community ~ Thank You for Supporting the LOVE Mission! https://djvalerieblove.com/donate ~ SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@djvalerieblove WEBSITE: https://djvalerieblove.com/podcast FOUNTAIN.FM: https://fountain.fm/show/761jhxFiibErm7eZZdlt APPLE: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/dj-valerie-b-love-podcast/id1441540841 SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/6kZfzFZ3wKmWiljDajrJZ5?si=a9433473b06f464b RSS: https://serve.podhome.fm/rss/4996bcea-e098-5a89-ac63-af7a3df7cb5d ~ FOLLOW DJ Valerie X: https://x.com/djvalerieblove NOSTR: https://primal.net/djvalerieblove FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/djValerieBLove INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/djvalerieblove/ LINKEDIN: https://www.linkedin.com/in/dj-valerie-b-love/ (00:30) Why I am rethinking psychedelics (03:13) A spiritual war and the appeal of altered states (05:50) From teenage LSD use to spiritual deception (09:21) Why Ibogaine still feels different for healing (11:52) Opening doors and questioning spiritual messages (17:56) Psychics, entities, and the need for protection (22:57) Risks, family impact, and a call for caution (26:44) A closing appeal for discernment and prayer Ibogaine (PubChem): https://pubchem.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/compound/Ibogaine Psychedelic and Dissociative Drugs (NIDA): https://nida.nih.gov/research-topics/psychedelic-dissociative-drugs MKULTRA materials (CIA FOIA Reading Room): https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP86-00114R000100080003-9.pdf The Bible: https://www.bible.com/

In this deeply personal episode, I share why I’ve been rethinking my long-held identity around “goddess” energy, divine feminine empowerment, manifestation, and sexual healing. I open up about how trauma, abuse, and the search for safety led me toward practices that once felt empowering, but that I now believe pulled me further away from God. From kundalini and Taoist-style sexual energy work to the broader messages of self-worship and hypersexualized culture, I reflect on what I embraced, why it appealed to me, and why I’ve chosen to renounce it. I also talk about surrender, forgiveness, spiritual warfare, and the peace I’ve found through a more personal relationship with Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit. My hope with this conversation is not to force agreement, but to invite honest reflection—especially for anyone who has tried to reclaim pain through power, sexuality, or self-invention. If you’ve ever confused relief for healing, or control for safety, this episode is my invitation to pause, question what’s really serving your soul, and consider what it means to truly come back to center. ✝️ Get the 11x LOVE Masterclass for FREE https://djvalerieblove.com/11xlove ~ Join the LOVE Tribe for FREE! https://djvalerieblove.com/community ~ Thank You for Supporting the LOVE Mission! https://djvalerieblove.com/donate ~ SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@djvalerieblove WEBSITE: https://djvalerieblove.com/podcast FOUNTAIN.FM: https://fountain.fm/show/761jhxFiibErm7eZZdlt APPLE: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/dj-valerie-b-love-podcast/id1441540841 SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/6kZfzFZ3wKmWiljDajrJZ5?si=a9433473b06f464b RSS: https://serve.podhome.fm/rss/4996bcea-e098-5a89-ac63-af7a3df7cb5d ~ FOLLOW DJ Valerie X: https://x.com/djvalerieblove NOSTR: https://primal.net/djvalerieblove FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/djValerieBLove INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/djvalerieblove/ LINKEDIN: https://www.linkedin.com/in/dj-valerie-b-love/ (00:30) Opening and why this conversation matters (01:54) From vibe goddess identity to spiritual doubt (04:50) Rejecting sex magic, tantra, and false power (08:50) Hypersexualization, trauma, and spiritual warfare (17:01) Surrendering ego and rethinking the divine feminine (22:03) A personal relationship with God over New Age beliefs (24:49) Cultural corruption and complicity in the sex industry (30:06) Sexual boundaries, obedience, and giving Jesus control (32:40) Finding peace, love, and a closing invitation Bible.com: https://www.bible.com/ Orthodox Church in America: https://www.oca.org/ United States Conference of Catholic Bishops: https://www.usccb.org/ Jesus, Take The Wheel (Official Carrie Underwood page): https://www.carrieunderwoodofficial.com/video/jesus-take-the-wheel/

In this episode of my Come to Jesus series, I unpack a major shift in how I think about music: as something that can either heal the soul or pull us deeper into confusion, despair, and spiritual disorder. I share how my journey through prayer, Gregorian chants, and surrendering more fully to Jesus changed the way I listen to songs, lyrics, repetition, and the emotional states music can create. As someone who spent decades as a DJ trying to raise people’s energy through sound, I reflect honestly on the tension between music as connection, beauty, and uplift—and music as something that can also hypnotize, reinforce darkness, and shape what we allow into our minds and hearts. I also talk about discernment, spiritual warfare, and why I’ve become much more intentional about what I consume—not just in music, but across media, entertainment, and everyday thought patterns. I share personal stories about times when certain songs deepened my pain rather than helping me heal, and why I now believe we have to be vigilant about what we put on repeat internally and externally. My hope with this conversation is to encourage you to pay attention to what draws you closer to God, what pulls you off course, and how choosing love, prayer, and surrender can bring real peace. ✝️ Get the 11x LOVE Masterclass for FREE https://djvalerieblove.com/11xlove ~ Join the LOVE Tribe for FREE! https://djvalerieblove.com/community ~ Thank You for Supporting the LOVE Mission! https://djvalerieblove.com/donate ~ SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@djvalerieblove WEBSITE: https://djvalerieblove.com/podcast FOUNTAIN.FM: https://fountain.fm/show/761jhxFiibErm7eZZdlt APPLE: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/dj-valerie-b-love-podcast/id1441540841 SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/6kZfzFZ3wKmWiljDajrJZ5?si=a9433473b06f464b RSS: https://serve.podhome.fm/rss/4996bcea-e098-5a89-ac63-af7a3df7cb5d ~ FOLLOW DJ Valerie X: https://x.com/djvalerieblove NOSTR: https://primal.net/djvalerieblove FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/djValerieBLove INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/djvalerieblove/ LINKEDIN: https://www.linkedin.com/in/dj-valerie-b-love/ (00:31) Introduction to music as medicine and poison (01:51) Gregorian chants and a personal come to Jesus moment (03:44) Questioning spiritual music and industry influence (07:22) Music, repetition, and the idea of spells (09:51) Order, discernment, and guarding the mind (14:35) How dark music deepened personal suffering (19:26) Choosing music that leads toward God (22:52) Spiritual warfare and resisting cultural drift (27:41) Discernment even within Christian music (30:02) Final encouragement on surrender and healing The Bible (Bible Gateway): https://www.biblegateway.com/ RAVE JESUS: https://www.ravejesus.com/ DOJ Epstein Library / Epstein Files: https://www.justice.gov/epstein

In this episode, I share a deeply personal testimony about what I now see as the spiritual deception of my New Age, New Thought, kundalini yoga years. I reflect on how ideas like “my truth,” self-deification, divination, and spiritual experimentation shaped my thinking, damaged my discernment, and ultimately affected the people I love most, especially my children. From my perspective today, this journey has required a lot of repentance, humility, and a renewed commitment to following Jesus rather than my own ego. I also talk through my experience becoming a certified Kundalini yoga teacher, the red flags I ignored, and the unsettling moments that pushed me to start questioning the practice more seriously. That search led me into researching Yogi Bhajan, White Tantric Yoga, and the broader cover up culture surrounding Kundalini, and I explain why I eventually walked away. My hope in sharing all of this is simple: not to condemn anyone, but to offer an honest account of where I was, what I overlooked, and why I now believe spiritual discernment matters so much. ✝️ Get the 11x LOVE Masterclass for FREE https://djvalerieblove.com/11xlove ~ Join the LOVE Tribe for FREE! https://djvalerieblove.com/community ~ Thank You for Supporting the LOVE Mission! https://djvalerieblove.com/donate ~ SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@djvalerieblove WEBSITE: https://djvalerieblove.com/podcast FOUNTAIN.FM: https://fountain.fm/show/761jhxFiibErm7eZZdlt APPLE: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/dj-valerie-b-love-podcast/id1441540841 SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/6kZfzFZ3wKmWiljDajrJZ5?si=a9433473b06f464b RSS: https://serve.podhome.fm/rss/4996bcea-e098-5a89-ac63-af7a3df7cb5d ~ FOLLOW DJ Valerie X: https://x.com/djvalerieblove NOSTR: https://primal.net/djvalerieblove FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/djValerieBLove INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/djvalerieblove/ LINKEDIN: https://www.linkedin.com/in/dj-valerie-b-love/ (00:30) From positivity to spiritual warfare (03:33) How New Age beliefs hurt her children (05:45) Why New Age practices felt loving but misled (09:06) Kundalini teacher training and early red flags (11:30) A frightening experience after white tantra (14:39) Researching Yogi Bhajan and abuse allegations (19:19) Why she now rejects yoga as spiritual practice (23:08) Sharing the testimony as a warning and invitation (25:20) Closing reflections on humility and returning to God The Bible: https://www.biblegateway.com/ Doreen Virtue: https://servantsofgrace.org/doreen-virtue/ Bob Marley: https://www.bobmarley.com/