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Outsmart Burnout: The Podcast for High-Achieving Women with Dr. Zarya Rubin
Dr. Zarya Rubin, MD - Physician & Burnout Expert
From Scrubs to Screens: How Dr. Sophie Englehardt Rewrote Her Own Script and Chose Acting
OCT 7, 202653 MIN
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Description
Dr. Sophie Engelhardt did everything medicine asked of her — years of rigorous training, a pathology residency, labwork and autopsies. Then, mid-residency, she walked away to become a professional actress. She and Dr. Zarya trace the whole arc: how medicine became "the exoskeleton" for her self-esteem, the unmitigated empathy she couldn't switch off, the three-month unpaid leave that let her test the life-changing decision before making it, and how she left with no burned bridges — and a brand new dream life.
KEY TAKEAWAYS
- Medicine can become "an exoskeleton for your self-esteem" — external achievement standing in for identity work never done.
- Unmitigated empathy that won't switch off is a real, valid reason a career stops being sustainable, not a personal failing.
- A structured trial — Sophie took three months of unpaid leave — can reveal how you actually feel before you make an irreversible choice.
- Leaving doesn't require burning bridges: colleagues told her "the door is open," and she still felt no guilt about the work she did.
- Chronic lateness and an inability to get out of bed weren't a personality trait — they were signs of a job that didn't fit, not proof something was wrong with her.
- Her advice for anyone scared to leap: picture yourself at 80, looking back, grateful you did it.
TIMESTAMPS
00:00 – Introduction to Dr. Sophie Engelhardt
01:56 – Choosing medicine and pathology in the European academic-track system
08:07 – "Medicine was the exoskeleton for my self-esteem"
21:10 – Landing the dream pathology job in Denmark
22:21 – When the cracks started showing — unmitigated empathy for patients
27:16 – Rediscovering performance through background acting work
37:04 – Balancing two full-time careers
39:47 – The three-month unpaid leave experiment
42:11 – How colleagues and family reacted to her leaving
53:19 – Rapid Fire Round
GUEST CONTACT
Instagram, Facebook, TikTok: search Dr. Sophie Engelhardt
Casting/industry profiles: Filmmakers, Talenta, Spotlight, IMDb
Currently co-writing "Ward B," a series on female health and medical inequities
Connect with Dr. Zarya Rubin, founder of The Afterglow Collective:
Website: www.outsmartburnout.com
IG: www.instagram.com/outsmartburnout
Get your FREE Burnout to Balance Toolkit: https://drzarya.myflodesk.com/burnouttoolkit
Book a FREE Consult with Dr. Zarya: https://calendly.com/drzarya/free-burnout-consult
Reach out with questions or to book Dr. Zarya for your next event: [email protected]

